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2006-07-22T10:52:00.000-07:00

heyys lols havent used this site in a long while ...whoooo heyys and whoa my hit counter registers a reading of 10 000 pluss hits ! but nah i dun come here anymore relink me at

http://hotnsoursoup.blogs.friendster.com/the_lord_is_my_shepard_im/

see u there !

2005-12-27T06:45:00.000-08:00

whoa larz jerms and val saw some "hot " guys at tennis todae haha im just citing somebodies words (just in case she doesnt want her identity known) without me (im sick) .but im missing tennis ,have not played it for urmszzzzz more than 10 days i think ? i like valls display pic ,thai children are cute .

talking abt children ,in japan ,the children faces are so round ,their cheeks are so pronounced and so rosy ...they hav beautiful children there ...when i touched down in singapore there was this wailing singaporean child probably 4 yrs old,soooo spoilt ,not cute at all ,and she was still sucking a passifire .her behaviour was a real turnoff hmmmm it leads me to realise how imprtant good parenting is .

since i cldnt go for tennis,i went to sch to return my blazer saw vivian and shirley on the way ,as for the jrs they were back at sch to try on blazers .talked to peixuan and yeah i saw siangying =)))) DB's good girl .whoa 3 years ago nobody wanted to be disclipline head even i didnt want to be the DB head ,but lalalala im so glad to be in db ,i love it and now many jrs do want to be in db lols what a change .aiyah DB is the best larz haha,its just how u maximise it (tts just my opinion =)))))))

met up wiff rach and we went to sajc tgh ,we talked to quite alort of ppl along the corridor =)))) they are really nice ,sajc girls are quite chio lehs ,veri sweet too .called a friend frm my previous church ,he helped us on the way .thanx if u are reading this =))

talking abt jc ill always rem the day me vall mich huiping went to acjc open house was super fun ,i was imitating the ppl ,it hardly tt im so urmz HIGH ..visiting thediff booths to ask for sweets ,haiyo !oh and mich saved me tt veri day talking abt mich ...MICHELLE ar hurry up go find ur phone

nikita !!!mings misses u ...do come this sat .

haiyo so many of my srs are asking me to gatecrash their schs .althou we sorta agreed tt we wld gate crash each others sch ,but then ar im preety scared well get caught,hmmm ill go tread water first .renjies the ogl of his grp,tsk haha and he was asking me to go gatecrash the orientation ...aiyoh for those who know me ,i dont even jaywalk in my sch uni, lols causing much distress to my peers haha ,but its fun to see ppl squirm =))) this is so weird can u imagine head of disclipline caught gatecrashing another sch???? lols its a detriment.

me and wormy are in the saME og LEHS.... AThENS(Epsilion) i kinda like it. ive made up my mind ...in srjc im definetly going to wack balls (tennis) and i wanna finally make time to play with better players on mon with the 2 rjc tennisplayers the cedar girl and the pri sch pro tennis players mabey next mon ,Rj was like "try to survive first three mths""ppl in sr are preety dead "
lols actuallly im looking forward to sch ,im gonna enjoy myself ,even thou i do wanna go to sajc ,im not going to think so much abt tt .wells its not a bad thing actually ,there are more chances of being a somebody in a nobodies sch rightts . think bout it we had so many opportunities to shine in PLMGSS if we had been in rgs or some sch i think we wld not hav been given so many opportunities

2005-12-26T03:05:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh i felt like i totally wasted my time ,i appealed to sajc but i cldnt go for their audition because i was being airflown to japan .WASTED !!!

ok lets skip all the dadedala stuff of what i did over the past 7 days in japan ,i learnt quite alort of interesting stuff

the top ten list
1.u can survive the cold not wearing anything even if u are surrounded by snow ,ITS THE WIND that makes u feel cold

2.talking abt being in the buff ,u HAVE to be totally naked when vistiting a hotspring
hmmm haha i didnt go ,but i went to take a peep lols .theres this place where the ladies can look down at the mens hotspring area but if the ladies can look down then its vice versa tsKKK

3.ramen is great ! the soup is delicious .everything is expensive !if u want great sashimi ,head for the supermarket =))and atthe food courts ppl hav to buy a ticket for their food !whoa so advanced

4.in tokyo ,u hav to queue up for everything ,toilets ,food fod,and morefood,the trains ,cablecars
its really bad like we had to queue 40 plus minutes for the ramen ,30 mins plus for cablecars,3o mins plus for the toilet !!!!(its good if u hav a strong bladder) .however it seems to be in their culture to queue up for everything ,in s'pore ppl wld grumble,make noises to show their distaste for queuing ,send someone to go to the front and check out how long the q is ,in japan ,ive never seen anyjapaneese women or men doing tt !amazing tts how much patience they have

5. i recieved so many diff coloured carnations on the 23rd of december =))) the women recieve flowers in hokaido on the emperors b'dae

6.fruits are probably a delicacy in japan ,a melon cost 150 sing dollars 10 000 plus yen ,its the strawberry ,persimon and apple season now ,u pay 15 dollars for 8 strawberries??? but i heard tt its v.sweet with no tinge of sourness

7.we tried the king crab and kobe beef in hokaido ! its really good the ppl eat the kingcrab legs as sashimi ,but i like it cooked ,when eated raw it taste like jelly with a bit of saltiness,when cooked it taste so sweet and the meat so tender .kobe beef melts in ur mouth its fats runs evenly throughout the meat ,kobe cows drink beer and get massaged everynight BUt its fate is sealed on our dinner plates =))

8. it can be really cold in hokaido but the japanese women wear miniskirts in winter greatts ,and they wear higfh-heeled boots while walking on slippery ice and snow,in all they are very expenienced high heel walkers

9.it gets dark v.early ,like by 4 it looks like 9 in s'pore

10.jap women and men look v.good !!! haha oh u know the girls wear makeup at a v.young age ,the childeren there dye their hair babies included if the hav hair

11.jap rice is expensive ,restraunts welcome s'porens cause they eat lesser rice than ppl frm china ,and jap rice is 3 times more starchier than our common thailland thai hom mali rice

12.jap medicine is preety strong ,was sick on the last two days ,they have sprays for sorethroats=) i didnt know they existed,and they hav mouthwash in the form of tablets

meet alort of ppl on the tour ,only 3 were arnd my age ,all boys ah wei ,ah de ,shawn
i seem to hav some telephaty with some ppl ,everywhere we go well always spot the grey family(they wear grey,black,white all the time) and their rooms are always beside ours ,even when it comes to meals we are always side by side

its amusing haha everytime i opean the room door to enter my parents room ah wei does likewise and it is purely coincidental

i hav to say sean is a really nice guy ,now a second yr lawyer ,his bro passed away ,tts probably why he cares abt the ppl arnd him ,seriously the way he treats his mom is like as if his wife or even better.all the best man ,haha hes so hardworking he reads transcript everywhere he goes(not like i know what transcript is)super smart was frm acsi then hwachong,super glad he didnt snubb me for being in sRJC

2005-12-19T04:06:00.000-08:00

YEAHNESS!!
the tongers are finally going on a well deserved trip to drain off all the bad jucies in the brain accumulated over the past years !!!the planes taking off at a very appropriate time 00:00 !exactly midnight . the view of the nightskye frm the top must be splendid ! i miss the times our ears block together as the airplane took off,a great time for the excus to buy truckloads of chewing gums !munch MUNch chew chomp chap

i bet its freezing there ,great time for brother tong to freeze up to be used as ice cubes (if u know my bro,u understand y) .

sam shared with us abt her trip to korea ,nobody speaks eng !duck quacking to moomoo cow .bring a cal! sam says ! haiz i just numbers are a form of universal language much as i dun want to praise maths ,i guess this trip is planned my god to make me more appreciative of maths =))) iLL try

2005-12-18T03:22:00.000-08:00

hmmmm i seriously think jc life is complicated ,tan chun shared with me shuyans life in jc,and how tan chun herself got bullied by a senior , some sajc girl mocked at me even b4 im in the sch! =((((( haiz seriously if im gonna meet terrible and unfriendly ppl in sajc which may be too much for me to handle !pls may my appeal fail .thanx god =)))) ill rather be in srjc where most of the pl girls go ,theres more support there ,i think for my combi half the class wld be frm 4b1 !!!!=))))))smiles .haiz tanchun thanx for sharing ur jc1 to be life in vjc to me,and im glad uve got sheryl there ,i just realise that im not alone =))) heyys well be meeting up for tip rightsss ! exco rwaks .

PL is indeed a very sheltered place to be in ,in fact its an understatement .

i shld listen to gods voice more ,god do u want me to go poly????or jc ???
i seriously dont want an insecure life ,appeal ,then worry abt os result then worry if u need to appeal again !!!! i want to listen to ur voice ,not mine

okies on the lighter side ,went christmas shopping with gen todae ,too bad nic cldnt tag along ,tt gal cldnt lift her sleepy head ,before tt we gatecrashed sherylyns cell=))) got to know sarah genieve and sherylyn wells cell is always good ,so is church ,its like a really potent drug ,ull get high on it ,dont u hav tt feelin too???ohhs aniwae mao and gen and i dined at the hk cafe after u had tution haha its really good ,i was talkin abt the ambience ,OK the fried dumplings is good too ! go try it

thanksgiving :thank god i get to experience first 3 mths jc ,thankgod for chunny,nic,gen,mich,jiawen,huizhen,jerms,val,cheryl,yunqian,jacko,yinglei=))) the ppl whom i can laugh and cry tgh with,just wanna tell u all how special u are =)) ,they are the GREATEST treasure other than my own family ,thank god for great cousins and relatives and garndparents frm my mothers side ,thank god for plmc,thank god for cell thanks for good grades ,thanks for always being there for all of us !!!this list is non-exhausive ....dadaddadaddalalallalal u get the idea THANK you =))))))))

2005-12-16T02:10:00.000-08:00

lalalalalalal i wonder if anybody wld place srjc as their first choice ,cause i got it and its my 4th choice hmmm i dun really know why im happie ,mabey its because so many ppl frm pl got into srjc too ,can u imagine when we start sch ,everybody wld look so familiar ...the thought makes me smile =))) and feel satisfied .

went to submit my appeal to sajc todae for dance ,there were many ppl there like every5 mins abt 4-5 ppl wld be appealing ,the form was v.confusing ,but the vice principal was v.patient and guided us step by step .guess what ! while i was appealing ,rachel aunt was beside me appealing for rachel !lols whoa what coincedence i hope we both get in tgh ,mel and chunni in vjc ,me and rach in sajc or srjc ,the rest not sure ,but wells we are paired ,at least the first day of sch wont be weird .

2005-12-14T07:34:00.000-08:00

gort this frm cheryl=) oh and the pic on her msn i tot the small boy was related to her but NO she didnt even know where she got it frm,hmmm cheryl likes small boys ,but i think they like her too

one step back.
Message:
1.Color of most clothes you own?- no particular colour
.2.Number of pillows you sleep with?- one, this is weird qn ,how many heads can i have?
3.What place are you in right now?- com rm
4.What were you doing 12AM last night?- zzZZZ
5.How old will u b in 10 years?- twenty-six.
6.What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?- hmmm ill just like to be happie ,i cant envision my future YET
7.Do u hav braces?- nope ,but i think asian girls look great in braces
8. R you paranoid?- like things in the dark?
9.Describe your wallet?- it has nice embellishments but inside is preety empty
10. your alarm clock?- winnie the pooh =))
11.Your hair- black
12.Tooth brush?- the bristles are hard ,i guess caus its one dollar
13.What color r your eyes?- black ,im nort mixed
14.First enemy?- enemy? lols.hmmm the doc who spanked my butt when i was born??? i dont know too long to remember
15.First play/musical/performance?- nursery.
16.Last movie seen in cinema?- harry potter. haha!
18.Last crush?- for me to know for u to hmmm think
19.Last shoes worn?- sandals ,they are the best=))
20.Last ice cream eaten?- rasberry ripple
21.Last thing written by hand?- numbers
22.Last time you want to die?- i dun want to die yet
23. When was the last time went out @ night?-- yest with jerms at kovan =)
24. What were u doing last night?- tution
25. Why do you like yourself?- because i'm unique ((:
26. What r your plans for tomorrow?- dance dance dance go to sajc wif sammi ?
27.When was the last time you got angry?- with the mosquito invasion?
28. What was the last song you heard?- salvation is here
29. When was the last time you entered a club?- changi beach club? before prelims
30. what is it about the opposite $ex(physically)?- hair & smile (:
31. what are three things that you cannot live without?- oxygen, food, water
32.current music that's playing?- the rumbling of the fan
33.can you list three things that you are taking up- tennis TENNIS tennis
34. What do u want 2 do now?- my stomachs rumbling
35. what's the colour of ur room?- whitish yellow
36. what's the first thing you ate this morning?- me tai mak hiam chor bang duo yi dian
37.what shampoo do you use?- st ives
38. how many people do you have on frenster?- i dun know
39. what's that one song you never get over?- hmmmm ...im clueless
40.fave day of the week? why?- anyday without doing too much ,maths
41. did you do anything stupid in the past 24- hmmm babytaklk wif my 4 yr old cousin?haiya!
42. did anything useful in the past hour?- drink water to stay alive
43.what's your MSN/Yahoo! id right now?- as a child ur libarycard takes u to far and exotic places but when u are all grown a credit card does that
44. if you could change your name,what would itb?- hmmm i like mingxiu ,i hardly even use my baptised name
45. play any musical instruments?- recorder?
46.favorite letter/s of the alphabet?- A for a1s in the os haha
47.are you absolutely obvious to your crush?- hmmm depends ,but i think im more mature now , crushes cause u to lose any intelligence that u have ,ill rather study hard

2005-12-12T07:33:00.000-08:00

heys i havent talked to my wife in ages like for over hmmm 10 days !!! shes holding an accounting job now .haiz i miss her and mich for tution .haha mich quit her job lols when she told me abt it i cldnt stop laughing ,cause when she first got the job she sounded so excited ,haiz mich ur tone was really weird larz

tried my first racquet on the court todae ,its all red !!!!all because of the red marker markings on the ball.but its ok i guess ,i shined it the moment i stepped foot into my home ,the tennis grip cldnt be saved thou, its white ,now,turned red .lols me and jerms were the only humans on the court todae ,hmmm nort tt there were anything else ,i hope!! lalalalalalala good thing we bought a racquet with an oversized head ,no need to run so much just STRETCH ,hmmm jerms racquet is a whooping 350 grams ,her arms totally ached while walking to carrefour ,we had ice blended dou nai ,its great and refreashing ,at mr bean ,try it =))))no regreats

going wif jerms to change her racquet todae .queensway shopping centre is a bad bad place to go ,something happens when ever we go there ,on seperate occasions my fathers car got scratched ,i think his heart ached ,he kept touching the scratched part .next somebody stole my mums ez card ,had to purchase a new one yest .coach john is selling jerm a 2nd hand head intelligent series racquet for only 90 dallars !the retail price is like near 500??? what a steal !!! great price

hmmmm i really wanna excel in my studies be in dance and tennis at hopefully sajc ,hmmm a jack of all trades and a master of none ???? haiz ok dun think so much ,white hair wld sprout for now study hard ,study hard,studyhard,study hard,study hard ,so i wont die for tonights tution with wormy=)) for now try to think studying is fun

2005-12-10T04:56:00.000-08:00

nic mao is representing our sch in the rjc debate competition !!!all the best girl.waiting for good news frm u=))) PL has many intelletual ppl esp in the sec3 batch 05.just look at cheryl ,the o6 exco ,adeline,sinae ,cihui and many others whoa i better catch up ,polish my language and increase,expand my vocabulary and add breath to my essays .i cldnt dicipher rach hmars extract essay ,looked like greek philosophy to me .to sum it all up im SCREWED .

strangely ,of late,ive been really concerned abt my studies .went for mavis c maths tution earlier this afternoon ,and the teacher was moving like a bullet train ,take for example surds and logaritms ,in sec sch we take abt a mth to finish it ,however by the 2nd lesson she has covered jc inequalities ,surds and log shes going on to partial fractions on tues .im bewildered ! does she hav to go that fast, is jc ciriculum tt heavy ?its only DECEMBER !christmas !CHRISTMAS u noe .

haiz i need god in my life ,do i just run to him for help and turn away frm him when things are running smoothly in my life ?i need him everyday, once i turn, ill probably lose my way in dismay ,i need to take time to pray even while i hit the hay ,on the cross my saviour lay ,i come empty handed with nothing to pay ,i hope to repay with offerings frm my soul .

2005-12-07T07:53:00.000-08:00

man do i love tennis ,haha its so fun =))) i really wanna be in tennis in jc man our coach says by march we can make it to the sch team 12 more lessons to go and we can belong to a club where u can play with better players .haiz but if i appeal to sajc ive got to be in dance ,tts nice too =) but for now tennis is the thing tt gets me active and excited .

was walking arnd heartland with mommy and bingo the tennis racquets were on sale ,hey jerms !!!sale .haiz but then i wonder how often ill play tennis if im in dance .so for now im nort going to get a racquet i guess.

lalalalalalalalalalalallalalala tennis tml .and vals dad is picking us up .thanx=) ill wake up as early as i possibly can=)))))

yeah prefects gathering tml!!!!! looking forward to it hurrs tan tan chunni tan tan wants to play block catching haha tt girl i tot it was weird !!!!yeah now its playground catching no need to run so much yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahh to those who hate to run 12 storeys u may LIKE to thank me anytime

yest had tennis then jerms and val stayed back at my house to rest ,was supposed to go jogging with them todae ,tml tennis ,haiz sorry man i cldnt wake up todae ,jerms called todae haha i was like "yar im awake BUT can i slp again ? can i not go?" haiz i noe im sleeping like a pig larz on tues i woke up at 10.45 and tennis was at 11 .haiz i wonder how i slp tt long

great we are exercising !!!!! haha i dont need to go back for track training to stay fit thou i wanna see felpoks ,priss , caryn plus nikita.shld arrange an outing sometime .talking abt track ppl .
REN JIE is a freak larz ,he asked me to play some game ,the instructions were to on the loudspeakers as loud as possible ,u control ur hand with the mouse and try not to touch the boundary at level 3 while u are concentrating on the game a marsh rotting monster occupy the whole screen and SCREAMS at u ,i frooze for a moment jumped off the seat and ran out of the room .my brothers crazy larz he tried tt game many times with his face at diff dist frm the comm .the one tt was funny was the one when he placed his face close to the com ,i tot he was immune to the screams but obviously not ,he jumped and screamed when it appeared .haiz ive got a weird brother .

2005-12-03T21:44:00.000-08:00

behind all the smiles or straight face im shakkin like a whobbly jelly inside of me ..the world needs world peace, i need inner peace .ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ppl i need to rant here im so freaked out right now ! i seriously need the 12 pts to get somewhere

i made so many mistakes but i know my god will help me

lets run through some mistakes for os
SCIENCE-phy pract i got 5.66 while the rest got 10 or 15 ???so weird only a few ppl gort bellow 8 for the gravity thing down the slope(pract is 15 marks )
SCIENCE-chem paper ahhhhhhhhhhh 6 marks down the drain for the QA qn !which leaves me with 59/65 to minus of other mistakes
SCIENCE- appapently so many ppl thought it was super ez im afraid they might moderate it to 85 marks for an A1

ENGLISH-talked outta point for conversation the qn was hav u ever won a competition ,i heard it as compatetive competition(conversation holds 16 marks) tt was a bleak day for me man
ENGLISH-i used correction fluid!!!!!! i forgot tt u cannot use it

GEOG- wasnt in top form i missed out certain parts and had no time to get back to it BLEAHS hopefully i can retain tt A1 i usually get ,its one sub other than sci i depend on

haiz i didnt know that highlighters wernt allowed either !!!!!!!!! i used correction fluid all the way to eng paper means i used it for ss,eng,maths ,chem,ahhhhhhhhhhhhh but im glad i stopped using it after the eng paper when i had time to read the instructions in front NO CORRECTION FLUID dang!!!!!

i need gods peace ,i dont want to live to worry in december ,jan,feb and march ttttttttts really nerve wrecking ahmen .god i lift them to u and i dont want to lift up this burden ever again ahmen again

2005-12-03T01:47:00.000-08:00

tennis is super fun larz =) went for our frst tennis lesson yest at burgley tennis center ,of course it wldnt be as fun without valentia,sammi and jerms .we just learned one stroke, the forehand ,to me tennis is quite technical. but still it was exhilarating aiming and wacking the ball ,and it was more exciting for both me and sammie cause we kept wacking the balls up the fence and out of the court,and we had to keep saying sorry to the man who picked up the balls for us,man hes really patient=) nv knew we were so strong ,wells but now we do . the coach reminds me of mr lim ,his physic and everything tt signature white cap the belt ,all decked in white and his leg muscles !whoo striking resemblence .haiz sammis not comming next week SAMMI !!! ,cant wait till we can finally play tgh and hav a doubles meanwhile!!! go jerms go !!! go train up more muscles =)))eat more FISh .

after tt we went to hav some food at chomp chomp ,bought 2 huge cups of suger cane juice !it was thirst quenching .vall and sammi had 2 plates of stingray ! i like the smell of the chinchalok that went with it =)) jerms and i looked on as they ate ,even now as im typing this out i kinda want to eat fried fish with chinchalok !hmmm val are u losing weight ?hope that we can finally hav a proper meal tgh on tues after tennis =))) wanna go town after tennis ?go eat sushi again tgh with sammi and jerms ,can go and waste time away

lina and i were supposedto go watch chick little tgh ,but now its bigger tanchun and i tgh with lina and esther wld be having a day out tgh!!!cant wait buddy outing the last time i had buddy outing was baking a cookie card for vanessa heee ,it was v.funny cause we had loads of weird ideas ELIZABETH THIA are u reading this ???? rem the heart shaped cookie the gingerbread girl and boy???i had loads of fun with u =) im so glad u were my buddy and not anyone else jeanne and jill if u r reading this thanx for organising it =)

2005-11-27T19:20:00.000-08:00

imagine one day as u climb outta bed u realise ur family members gone forever,u are left alone to fend for urself.gosh scary aint it .

>> >>>The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her 5 year >>old >> >>>daughter for wasting a roll >>of expensive gold wrapping paper. >> >>>Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child >>used >> >>>the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas >>tree. >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her >>mother >> >>>the next morning and said, "This is for you, Momma." >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but >>her >> >>>anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was >>empty. >> >>>She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. "Don't you know, >> >>>young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to >>be >> >>>something inside the package?" >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>She >>had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I >> >>>blew kisses into it until it was full." >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and put her arms >> >>>around her little girl, and she begged her forgiveness for her >> >>>thoughtless anger. >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>An accident took the life of the child only a short time later, >> >>>and It is told that the mother kept that gold box by her bed >>for >> >>>all the years of her life. Whenever she was discouraged or >>faced >> >>>difficult problems, she would open the box and take out an >> >>>imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put >>it >> >> >>>there. >> >>> >> >>>?> >>> >> >>>In a very real sense, each of us, as human beings, have been >>given >> >>>a Golden box filled with unconditional love and kisses from our >> >>>children, family, >> >>>friends and GOD. There is no more precious possession anyone >>could >> >>>hold.

lalalalalalalaal aaa end of story

2005-11-27T05:00:00.000-08:00

been going out alort ,for all the sec4s reading this i bet U too haha.man i can read ur mind*grinzzZZ

so far the best thing i enjoyed this whole week after the O s was lunch and the walk to and fro frm barty boos hus wif sam,jo,yo,let,jia ling and hmmm did i leave anybody out? as usual sam and jo were amusing ,i like listening to them =)))

i still rem this they said during the os waiting for lit paper

sam:is my hair as short as mingxius
jo:longer
sam:why did u cut ur hair
me:easier to manage ,wont fly here fly there when u study
sam :like a weight off ur head
jo:aaaaA yar hor
jo:aiyoh ,but cannot cut botak
jo:nothing on ur head

we had macdonals home delivery after recording at my hous ,we bought loads of shaker fries ,combined them to gether and whala the biggest bag of fries ive ever seen .it was delicious we were all licking our thumbs .there were some seasoning left and sammie was savouring them till the last bit

ahhhhhhh i really dont wanna leave pl and esp 4B1 .once we leave there will be more sch work and boys ,and if i cld choose i wld rather be in an all-girls sch again.imagine the things that we wld miss,like for example ,changing in class,going shopping,or hugging each other=))) but it wld be amusingto hav guys arnd esp if im in the same sch as yinglei and jacko esp ying ,i think its the all girl sch syndrome ,if u ask her to look at a guy in the eye she'll rather act dao or hug the nearest pillar ..anywae i love them to bits everytime i see them ill ka jiao them

lets do some shoutouts

yinglei and jacko -hey do u both wanna watch memoirs of a geisha ?but ying lei can we pls not go so far like woodlands ?if anybody we know cross our path me and jacko will cover ur eyes ok???=))))sae yes !!!

sean and tiff-heys ,thanx for wanting to tagg ,oh and thanx for waiting tiff,u waited in vain for the page to load when a tag board does not exist im terribly sorry.thanx sean for ur encouraging msgs during my os , btw my friend friend frm ib too will pass $9 to you for the shirt ,do msg me when u get the cash.

thto my dearest track jrs -priss,fel,cryan and e girl who ask me to go back for training (im so sry i cant match ur name to ur face ill promise to get it right the next time i see ukeez,but thanx for remembering me ) thanx for inviting me back for training ,i read cryans testimonials ,nee ann poly training huh???lols means weights and gym with staircase cum skipping circuit trainig and 2 sets of 3.2 km run up the slopes rites whoooo! im preety rusty now do i look like i wanna kill myself haha hmmmm let me think hard abt it keez ,if i go ill prolly go with niki and renjie ,if i go ill tagg on fels blog =))))))) but i sure miss u all

anybody from 4B1-thanx for all the great times we had as a class,we'll gatecrash each other schs ritess???its a deal

jerms,sammie,mich,huizhen (if u are reading this )-details :tennis lessons :50 dollarsto be shared among 4 ppl ,:running shoes are acceptable ,tennis racquet and balls provided: we will purchase one together someday keez after we find out our swing :the prices are per hour: one person abt 12.50: so start on fri?:me and jerms are away frm 15 to 26:anybody else has holiday plans???

yolanda:does ur friend agree???

2005-11-18T01:05:00.000-08:00

im BACK im baCK !!!YEAH AND AM V.HAPPIE just one more paper to go on tues ...hurrs im slacking at home now ,its weird ,im supposed to be happie but im terribly bored ! !!! someone ENTERTAIN me ,make me laugh or cry or something ,cause i feel void of any kind of emotions .

im so glad jiawen came over just nowif nort ill like just sleep and sleep and hibernate ,we watched harry potter 1 ...like tiaoz ! yes harry potter 1,the tune is stuck in my head now .and i wanna watch the globet of fire ,with cho in in !=))))it would be so refreashing with an asian in it *grinz

platform 9 and 3/4,i wonder if any kid has crashed into the walls of the london train station.

the past few weeks have been quite fun actually ,esp yest ,joanna and i went bananas we were like screaming .the A maths paper 2 was super ez .for constant f9-fers like us it was exhilarating hmmm we tot we were dead after paper 1 but we KILLED the paper !yeah !ive killed it and i dont intend to take maths anymore +)))))))))ive found someone with the same sentiments as me !!!dazzlin=)

the geog paper was weird ... u noe the picture of the coniferous trees looked more like a bush to me,sodoes tt pic depict a coniferous forest??? ,the people who diid tt qn were equally confused and puzzled .just wanna thanx all those who supported me through my geog paper =) it was really tough but u all gave me the confidence to face the paper .

i think i wanna go to poly now whatever it is ,god will show us the way

2005-11-06T04:12:00.000-08:00

lets see ,hmm stdied all ecp 4 chapts of ss...is tt gd or bad? i didnt study venice ahhhhh!
its tmlTML .TML is a new begining ...to mugg harder ...sighs =))) after tt i shall play like theres no tml!!!yeah tennis with germy wormy jerms ,mich and barty!!!!haha HAHA!

3 weeks !!!i can SURVIVE because im MINGXIU!!!!+)

check list : pencil ,pen ...etc,id,entry proof

most imptly :WAKE UP

2005-10-31T06:58:00.001-08:00

this is bad ,i was looking through my past entries ,and i found it BIMBOTIC .hmm blabberings about everyday stuff its mundane !

i shall change my style of writting =)

i recieved a forwarded msg from mildred about the excecution of a missionary in east timor ,althou i doubted the credibility of the msg and wanted to delete the sms .however,i wondered... if such a person should exist ,would i be robbing the poor guy of a prayer?its not a new thing for chain letters to circulate and flood email inboxes .could this be the new form of chain letters?playing on the superstitions,beliefs ,feelings of others ,this time testing their faith sending others to a frenzy to forward such messages .and whats the aim of creating such letters ? to see how fast information gets passed around?hmm but anywae ive learnt a lesson ,CREDIBILITY .if such msg should be passed around ,it should be from the pastor to the members of the church so yes dicern .

however persecution remains very real , the msg is not all bad .it reminds me to pray for those in the mission field,the people who i often miss out in my prayers. i thank god that there is tolerance btw the religious grps in singapore anfd that we are not persecuted because of our faith .

hmm my jrs are smart ,fel got into A2 =)i hope that next year wld be a great year for you.btw cld u help me ask niki to call me after my os ?thanx in advance =)

2005-10-20T19:30:00.000-07:00

arrrr wells like u probably guessed,im not going to blog animore until after os ,haha yeah ur rightts im a GOuD girl .

2005-10-11T19:08:00.000-07:00

*yawns so early in the morns ,but HEYS no school!=))) YEAHness

hurrs my phone when to hiding again ,so sorry if ive not replied anybody ,tts if u did msg me .ill try to find it later .=))hopefully ill find it

hmm yeah my cell grp's comming to my house this fri ,making 5 stones ,gosh i better study hard todae to make up for all the friday bz ness,ashley is by far the most violent butt slapper ,it hurt a million times harder than when fel does it to me .ouch again,beware shes v.violent.

i seem to complain alort recently,like procrastinating abt going to sch ,having too much to do ,the hall too cold ...and blahs u really dont want to hear.god help me churn all these into joy =)))

oooh but theres something to rejoyce ,i was so happie ,beiyi and i gave each other a hug when we completed our e maths paper in an hr for a 2 hrs paper.whoa tt was so much of a moral booster .WE ARE GOIING TO GET A B OR A FOR MATHS ......WATCH OUT hahahahahahahah ok im so delighted,i cld FLY to the ends of the earth,intospace and nv come back WHOO =))))i love beiyi(does an imaginary tango with her )

2005-10-08T09:12:00.000-07:00

hmm my buddy suprised my with a letter early in the morn before i went to sch on wed ,thanx buddy ,ull always be my bestest best best buddy ever in my heart ,thanx for the letter i really needed it ,its so apt what u said and the events tt happened slowley upon rcving ur letter esp during chapel .i wanna thanx god for u birdie thia ,and ive been so blessed by my big buddy .thanx again.

im going insane over some stuff...hmmm hormonal imbalance???ill like to think its the hormones and not me ,did i tell u i actually dreamt that i had stomache ache in the middle of the night,or did i really experienced it???tts one insanity .i watched the 9 o clock show on chanel 8 ,and i dreamt i turned green ,tts not so bad .my house has many mirrors ,i actually gort a shocked looking into one . and my bro scared me with the phone ,saying tt it was calling out to some phone on its own ,guess wad we were actually praying over the phone,looking back it kinda bonded me and my bro tgh,seriously until now i wonder what he said was true but it was really freeky .we were shouting "IN THE NAME OF JESUS GO AWAY" to the phone ,tt was hmm quite cool .at least i cld sleep after tt.god gives me a calm mind.

went to cjc with mich,joanna,rebecks,val,amanda,abby but was with mich most of the time .hmmm the dance there is really impressive hmmm one paper done 11 more to go haiz but studying with mich and shiyun at toapayoh was really good at least i finished maths

i need to forget something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!god ,yes ,u will be with me

2005-10-07T18:26:00.000-07:00

hmm was iriitated yest ,during phy,jiawen and the ppl on the left were squabling over some paper AHHHHH ,why cant they just get it frm mr low and stop fighting,i cant stand ppl fighting and their noise,its worst when u know they are not fighting over big stuff but a miserable piece of work!hurrs ,they were buzzing arnd my ear for abt 5 mins,i was so sick of any noise ,im so glad joanna and some others shouted at them to keep quiet, after tt when i talked ,it was weird i found it irritating too!+( anywae i managed to finish the really hard phy barker paper last year during tt period with all tt noise,i was so pissed with jiawen she cld read it frm my face.our sch gave us so many barker and orchid park paper im going bananas 12 sets of exam papers to do over todae !!!!im going insane,lets hope ill finish it fast todae

2005-10-03T05:41:00.000-07:00

hmmm i come up with diff places i wanna go everyday so much so ive confused myself too,hmm val and denise thinks so too haha hmm anywae yeah...ill try not to think of anymore .hmm reminds me of dearest trix ,there was this point in time she was asking me where she shld go,haha it was so cool ,she gave me the hornour of participating in her life journey ,aniwae shes in rjc now ,she seems really happie there ,tts good=)).hmm frm now on .....i shall not think abt where to go ,god help me choose,i trust u,no more worries,when the time comes it comes=))))

hmm mr gan is nort bad i say ,slow and steady wins the race =) i understand what hes saying ,tts good .

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHCAUSE im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

YEAH !im going for **** and **** open house(shall fill in the blanks when i think abt it) with (mich plus tanchun i think they are going to vjc too-gether,mich asked me to go shld i accompany them?..tt i think tml) and jia and hmm oops did i agree with too many ppl plus plus val and alissa hmm....another choice to make oh bother !

annywae for those having exams now and shldnt be reading this .tsk .haha ok no condamnation .ALL the BEST =))))esp to gen ,nicole,ashely,caryn,alvina,mingYU prissy fish , felicia ,and niki if any of u are reading this ,takkire =))god bless ur studies and bless u with the joy to study .cheerios

2005-10-02T03:35:00.000-07:00

hmm i was really satisfied with the board we did this morn as a cell(esther ,rach,ash,gen and i )..haha talking abt cell its been a long time since i last returned to coos .haha fel said she missed me in like hmm 2 mths ???hmm wad took her so long just to say tt !!!! =))) ok ill go back for training after my os ?hmmm someone hasnt been going for training and tada is forcing me to go ,i shall REconsider, if i go i can go catch up with my dearest jrs ,fel,priss and caryn .actually i dont hav to catch up with caryn she kajiaos me all the time in the canteen =))

ash asked me to go for chuch camp,NICOLE and GEN wanna go,srs camp,esther sid tt it wld be fun?althou we didnt really hav bible study whilst cutting and writting most of us were listening to clement , something he said struck me,studying can be an idol if u place it abv god .feel really guilty cause ive been neglecting my quiet time with god because of my studies .

haiz so many choices to make so many things to do in so little time .so poly or jc???? haha rem i told u i wanna take biomed cause i cant take sci in acjc ?eeeeerrrr they have dead headless ww1 corpse for u to study their muscles at nanyang poly and charr is kinda excited...huh???.yeesh SCARY FREAKY And whatevernots ,meixin told me her sis does experiments on rats ,not the kind of pets i wld like to hav .but i do not want to exterminate the moussy clan ,tt will make me a dictator among the rats whoa ,they suffocate the rats with chlorofoam,skin it chop up their inerts and ahhhhhh disgusting ,meixin sis has pics of it .to meixin it looks like mashed potato,haha seriously it does not, it looks like mashed potato with blood gravy ...hmmm i think happie tree friends is bad enough =(((whooo!so hands on huh,tts our poly

our sch does not believe in moderation ,tts hmm i dont know ,barker moderated by 4 pts ,mgs 5 ,but i thanx god for what ive got at least i can go to jc for first 3 mths ,jialing ,me ,jerms,shenna gort the same pts ,our choices are acjc or sa cj is outta the pic now,hmm see how flippant we are .personally i wanna go to acjc been there twice for crossroads ,the first time wassnt so memorable,ask shirley ,we had to do a pair dance ,kenneth was in our grp ,hmm like me he went again this year,but this time edric was in my grp,had games which were really fun .besides pearlly has been asking me to go over ,i wonder if dazzlin(crossroads battery rd grp member) would wanna go,i shall tagg=)))oh yar mel has the same pts too hmmm i shall ask her to go with us ,i think she wants to go there too=)oops !acjc has swimming lessons for first three mths so still wanna go???

2005-09-30T17:57:00.000-07:00

hmmm it has been a long time since my last disappearence ,i was stoning away haha prelims over !!! i really like lessons in the hall as one cohort,hmm just realised tt my class thou it is the most united and fun .we cant seem to compromise on where to sit ,soooooo aiyah so tired of jumping frm place to place i went to go sit with the c band ppl jacko,yinglei ,van and the rest yeah! michelle is sitting at the back of me whoa all my good friends surrounding me ,i feel so hmm secured =)))but in btw lessons i do go back to my class to talk to the rest .

aniwae was at macs studying with mich ,bett and zihui ,i realised tt i can study with all of them except BARTY betty boo ,we talked alort ,played alort haha so shes my play pal and not a study pal .ooooh at macs some ppl frm synapse recognised me even after ive cut my hair ,its been 7 mths ,haiz it felt like yesterday ,i miss synapse and i simply adore the synapse tee shirt ,tts why i wear it alort .i was walking to buy a meal at macs when some ppl started calling my name ,pl girls get tt alort .i guess tts because we wear nametags ,its weird.ppl stare at our nametag in the bus and such like theyve nv seen one before .weird. so i thought they were just one of the curious creatures,so i ignored them ,then suddenly they walked up to me ,and tapped my back .whoa i freaked out,they wore white ,were taller than me ,bigger than myself,did i offend them???????i made a quick turn and tada synapse yuying ppl(the school tt i was assigned to welcome them to our sch ,and to play games) ,haha im so sorry u all had to call me so many times and i didnt respond.hheheh we are going to have a synapse reunion chalet ,is yuying included?i shall ask jasmine .they are so cool althou they were not christian ,they were really sporty during praise and worship ,what ever we did they did and had fun .and ill always rem the e5 cluster camp at jorhor .FUN

2005-09-22T03:14:00.000-07:00

muaha ok forget the depressing piece of sad news,its been replaced with this YEAH ,ive found another route POLY ha alls not lost think abt it ,NO MATHS double HAHA ill probably take biomed with joanne ,shes going to sp i think ,if i do go to nee ann whoa alll my buddies wld be there vanessa hee (3rd year) biotech,elizabeth thia ,(2nd year business and adm) ,and me yea my beloved buddies who i really enjoyed the company of,so buddies here i come !!hmmm joanne had such a good l1r5,and she wants to go to srjc?haha i thinbk shes crazy ...for first 3 mths i guess i DONT hav a choice ,ill go to cjc ,hmm hopefully its not too diff frm a christian institution ,ohh and im going to cjc because its sounds better than srjc or nanyang,tts what i told rach,hmm man i think im sooo superficial but aniwaes anithing goes so long im happie =)))

ok so now my goal .....make it to acjc if nort poly ...hmm tts a fast choice ,god has made a way like what ms gan has said yeah!!

2005-09-21T06:19:00.000-07:00

dang! hmm time passes so fast when u are enjoying urself ,gort to start studying again tml! sianzodae was fun ,just came back from class outing at marina bay ,steamboat at some ulu place ,for twelve bucks =)) our table had 3 box of live prawns,jumping and alive haha made everybody so scared ,it jumped frm the box to the table and jump and nv stopped jumping till it met its fate in the boiling pot of tang it turned blue to orange haha it was fun ,amanda had no qualms abt pinching the prawns hmm so brave (=
but hmm know why its so cheap? cause it came with crabs one crab per person some were big some were small with prawns but u had to clean the shellfish urself.

amanda,vanessa,me ,letitia and steff went to wash the crabs and chop it up amanda , steff ,and daotay washed the crabs let and i took turn to chop it,now my white clothes have sploches of mud on them*sighs haha the funniest part was that after chopping the crabs ,steff was playing with the crabs ,playing with the chopped spincers opening and closing them until they started moving,whoo she screamed .let and i was quite amazed ,being dismembered into so many parts it still moved and breathed !let was the conqueror of the sink ,it was choked up so badly water was being collected in it ,dark,black muddy water frm the crabs ,she reached her hand in and SCOOPED the poofly disgusting residue and tada the sink was quite clean again ,hmm i dont think we will ever kill crabs again ever

amanda and i saw a conch with something inside ,quite cool but it looked disgusting ,but the scallops were yummy!rabecs ,ariel,val and i cabbed home ,passed by cirque de solie it seemed so enticing so colourful and fun ,wished we cld go watch it or something,the cab driver was nice so was the seats and the colour of the cab WHITE nice!,i like the cab drivers laughter ,he seems like a v.happy person,not like the one who yelled at bett to GET out ,tt was the wost cab driver ive ever knowned ,he drove recklessly in the maze of tai keng gardens ,like how am i supposed to know how to get out haha hmm tt will form a part of my memories

2005-09-17T01:43:00.000-07:00

haha u noe god really pulled us through the prelim days esp last week ,like after our add maths paper although most of us knew we fared terribly still jasmine was like "thanx u god".=))

looking back i wondered how i survived ,on fri i was so tired i skipped lunching out at cafe cartel with the exco slept till 5 ,i know that i wouldnt have pulled through without gods strength,for the whole week ive been studying from 3 to abt 12 or 2 depends on how fast i finish ,haha my family thought i was crazy ,but seriously i was still very awake,i found a really good maths assessment book like hmm 1 week before the exams ,haha seriously both valentia and i thought i wont be able to finish the book ,cause it is so thick and i find it a chore to do maths ,but hmm this is so weird ,god must have done a miricle ,i was on maths HIGH??? hmm i really shocked myself and i finished it in one week and 2 days yeah!!! so thank u god for giving me the strength oh and thanx god for genn who has been praying for me for a maths revival =)))).

at 1.20 am on thurs ,after studying ,i crept into my mums room to set the alarm clock ,didnt want to wake anybody up so the lights were off ,and there was deafening silence,hmm quite like the seting of a horror story ,anyway yeah i made my way down to my mums room without tripping myself .hmm thanx god ,ok so i tiptoed across the room to my mums side where the clock was ,SUDENLY""""AHHHWHA AHWAHHHHHHH"my mum uncovered her face buried in the blanket she looked at me and started screaming hysterically ,in the dark her face looked so pale and whhiTTE and she didnt look any thing like my mum i screamed ,she thought i was a thief .hmm that was supposedly how a peaceful night turned into a noisy affair ,hmmm a thief who steals a clock worth less than 5 bucks ??haha

hmm left with mcq ,i really hope i pass my maths for the first time this year ,haha actually i had gone into the examination hall with the positive mindset of "KILLING the amaths paper ,looks like mr ongs method didn t quite work .i didnt quite understand nearly 3/4 of the questions and studying the behaviour of the people arnd me didnt do much to help some were just scribbling all their knbowledge on the papers,making me seem very stupid ,let and cheryl was beside me haha halfway through i knew they had given up ,let was making crushed paper balls out of her draft work ,i had the urge to join her .anyway i did the opposite kept trying the circular measure qn ,asked for more paper like abt 5 pieces ,hmm,just to do one qn in 40 mins thats remainding =))) anywae yeah i got the solution yeah so at least i know how to do 2 out of 12 qns now tts a big mamoth step =)))

2005-09-15T01:35:00.000-07:00

yeah ONE more day ONE MORE DAY yeah!!yeah!!!YEAH wha LIBERATION FRM all the heavy paper chem and add maths tml,hmmm after that no more MOLES amd alcohol or acid foor mee ,yeah i need friends not books so lunching with rachie tml!!!YEAH on the HEAVIER note wha the papers were difficult than the mid year ,i wasnt prepared for midyear but the papers were ok ...now that we are more prepared Y IS the paper so mentally challanging?????ahhhhh but haha ive seen god moving greather in my life through this period and it made alort of things better thanx gOD =)))

2005-09-09T21:39:00.000-07:00

all the best to everyone taking the prelims next week !!!hmmm can u believe it mich ,bett,esther and zihui and i managed to study in bk for more than 5 hrs without being chased out!!!=)))))haha we are the VICTORS mich and i were there for 3 days ...I LOVE THE BK STAFF

hmmm what am i studying for ? for my own personal glory?part of gods plan ?if i do find tt purpose ill definetly be more motivated ,but i think for now ill just hav to study for the sake of studying ,and put in all tt ive got =))))))

2005-08-31T17:56:00.000-07:00

hmm since my blog has been stagnant for quite a while ,shall shake it up a bit =))
i shall make my appearance short brief and sweet ,with the exams drawing near every mins seems like seconds ticking away .heyyy i like yest tuition for add maths hey ADD MATHS haha i cld do most of the qn*grinz now what was my motivation???anywae ive gort to thanx jiawen and amanda for gladly donating 6 pieces of fullscape to me=)))

2005-08-19T21:41:00.000-07:00

my room WAS once a scantuary for studying ,now papers of diff content and pics are strewn all over the place tts how messy my humble pigsty has become .been loaded with loads of papers to do ,mainly frm tution ,so much so im neglecting my sch work alort ,have 2 sci tution add maths tution 4 times a week and now i think i need eng tution since i screwed up my eng orals ,of all things oral!!!WHY !i heard have u ever won a competition as competative competition ,no wonder the examiners had distorted faces hearing me speak off tangent ,looking back i feel kinda dense
not sensing anything awry .wells no point looking back PRESS ON!
haha i saw audrey rick todae!my partner for colours .shes quite like rachieim.;)) someone who u can hav fun with and v.crappy .went home with tiff,kat and priss yest my old classmates i do hope tt we can go to the same jc together !!!provided first we make the mark ,i hope HOPE HHHOOOOPEEEEEE that we will

2005-08-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

under a blanket of stars
lying on the great expanse
of lush greenery
my whole so big
it can consume me whole
his love gripping my innermost
being
undescribable ,so alluring
running my fingers
through the lalang
that sway like feathers with the wind
the silver gleeming moon
rocking on its crest
im captivated
i look at it
lamenting ,GREAT
is the one who put it up there=))))

im v.v.v.v.v.v.v. happie right now ,sardonic smiles dont quite affect me in any way now .because hummm...god showed me a slice of life =))) what great revelation.just when i began to be more guarded against those arnd me god sent ppl to my life to counter these feelings .
humm tanchun ,rach,yo,abby,huizhen,cheryl,jiawen,caryn,renee,dede,jill,nic,gen,sarah,rach,esther,ashely,ashley rick the fifth=))) really brought smiles and laughter to me these past 3 days,nv been any happier .im blessed =)))) and i thank god for all of u ,thou u all dont know about what happened i just wanna thank you for the fact that u made me smilE+)))

should i try???again??? one person brought my world to shreds ,should i just treasure those arnd me .or should i try again? seriously im scared of falling ,after all i was not made to be a tumbling kelly so how???god i need your directions

MY lord is far greather than any other thing on this world =)

2005-08-03T01:37:00.000-07:00

a mask or a face ?
spoken truth or fantasy tales
livid memories sheared with flashes
of snaring sneers .
building a wall sorounding myself ,
breaking it
i get
shot

y is it so hard to be a christian?love ,something so simple but yet so hard to grasp
.be slow to anger...im trying hard .making chances for reconcilation ,i delude myself ,with each try i fall harder , stop making things hard for me , theres a limit to my patience i might decide not to try all together.my heart will turn to steel.

2005-07-28T04:19:00.000-07:00

whoaa...yeah trix emerged second with a shiny metal tucked in her arms !thanx god =))))yeah thanx god for being with my childhood friend =))))

accompanied vall to watson todae ,bought a bag of choco coins =))),i thought i had struck it rich ,till when the coins scrambled and rolled in all directions all over the floor when i swing the bag in all directions ,humm tt choco bag is really made out of inferior material,i quickly hasted my path for fear of being accused of being a litter bugg*X

humm.. ahaha yeah im on a amaths high ,tts good *keep it up ming ,hurrs hav amaths tution at a prime tml ,how ironic .humm but wells dont dwell on the unhappy stuff such as urm as said above .

humm i think ive made up my mind im working towards lala sch and nothing else ,not going to leave any chance for regrets ,hav ta study hard its hard but not totally impossible =))))) yeah if i get in nic mao will also wanna go the next year!!!whoa i wld hav my jr there=))))))!!!!!yeah NIc-cold !!!!

oh yar hehe NIKITA our non-pl fellow tracker is the head prefect of yishun town sec!!!!!!!wanted her to be disclipline too but wells im still happy for her .we shld hav a reunion some day !really miss the times we had on the track tgh .

toking abt track i realised tt i have not seen priss and fel arnd in sch too,but at least i managed to catch up with the sec1 jrs ,haha actually dun want also cannot ,caryn chase me everywhere everyytime our recess clash,brrRRR wha no wonder im still thin ,i NV get to eat in peace when she is arnd haha jk

2005-07-22T19:12:00.000-07:00

hurmph ...hav been really bz with other stuff other than my sch work which is quite bad ,teachers day rehersals ....loads of test, prefect stuff,tution.and abt prefects duuty ,i dont have the liberty of having so much time to plan the prefects daily duties .i get really blur even abt their duties now adays unlike the past where i set aside 30 mins to an hour to plan what direction db should take daily.its quite hurmph disapointing and disturbing for me ,cause i tend to be more perfectionist in the things i take pride in,now i can only think on my feet ,now i really need to start tying myself to the chair to do revision .badly need to pioritise .

went for the dsa briefing yest with my wiffey ,it was cool.haha i tot i saw someone frm tution ,we were just like staring and wondering if we were each other ,since i was going to be late i cldnt care less ,turned and ran into the sch ,i need 10 pts to get into the sch through pae ,8 for os .yeah i think my wife wants to come with me ,shes asking her mum =)))))jiyous!!!!!!!yest in all jia and i ran 6 bustops !!!!haha since we cldnt find the mrt ,heyys my partner is strong=))))

2005-07-16T02:28:00.000-07:00

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2005-07-05T06:48:00.000-07:00

the feeling of euphoria and trembling fear is trapped and screaming coliding with every happy and crazy particles in me ... in this body of mine ,im really banging hard on my application for dsa ,haha but im really glad denise has been accepted into tjc,it hasnt been easy ,waiting for the results and all,so yeah she can wipe off the sweat and start celebrating,if i were her jiawen and i will definetly lock ourselves in the room ,turn on the aircon with my bro,jump on the bed and scream the shutup song!!!crazy as it might sound ...its actually quite stupid but haha we had a good time the last time round ,denise is also applying where im applying,i hope we get it then can go there tgh=)))with rach.h,nat and steff.wee(urmz dun know how she looks like actually) .all these schs are crazy they sent out their letters in batches,to scare the ppl who dont get them =)))ok urm mabey tt was an unfair statement=))) ,i havent got my results yet while the rest arnd me has !!!!!!wha i like the excitment but hate the waiting and the possibility tt ill be rejected,my tofu consistency heart will shake and break up like tau hui =(((whats worse is tt the brocure is up on the board in front of me and jiawen ,yeah !!!! jiawen is aiming for acsi too!!!!actually she wld do better than me seriously for prelims but heck! we are working TOGETHER!!!she helps me in my maths and amaths , ill help her in her humans and sci.i like challenging problems tts why i like science nort sub where u memorise and vomit the ans ,worse still if u hav bad memory what u learn goes somewhere u find it hard to get back without grinding ur teeth at the bks ,now u may argue like like all my ahmas and baomu arnd me who bugg me to study my maths tt maths is challanging,but i mean yeah it is ,but not when u dont hav the slightest clue how to start ,it does not become just challanging,but IMPOSSIBLE .but i think im improving=))) i just passed for ONCE for Amaths CT yeah! having 2 amaths tution pays off=)))anyone who wants amaths tution !!join me ,jiawen ,amanda,mich and the 4a1 ppl at mavis its really good,i wished i had joined them earlier =)))but wells alls nort lost YET =))))

2005-07-01T06:49:00.000-07:00

hurmp...ive been feeling really happy ever since sch started ,i dont know but i find myself laughing alort .thou i still, as always feel tired in class but cannot slp in class.recess is probably my fav period ,and haha cheryl probably knows i cannot live a day without eating recess,but todae i was sooOOOO tired i decided to slp in during recess =)))))))im)))satisfied but really hungary))))))until my WIFE came to irritate me to wake up LOL i was sleeping so soundly ,and she interrupted me in my wOnderRRRful dream .my mistress who forced me to be her mistress is like so WEak larz ,she act tough only ,haha she offered to piggybag me ,she walked*clap and walked (2 steps ) and she collasped!oklarz nort bad alr i bet jiawen cant even carry me .

i hope acjc has the 2nd phrase so tt mojo can apply for direct admission and get in by choir,im nort applying for tt sch but next door=))i bet its gonna be hell ,im worried tt i dont get in and get in but wells =))im trusting god in making my days ahead a meaningful one

2005-06-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

do u know when sch starts TOMMOROW !!!im MOrtified !!living a life of a professional bumm was the life (: .now ive gort to yank myself outta bed TOMMOROW,thinking of all the stuff ive gort to do TOMORROW makes me wanna bang my head into the wall.Wha i wish TOMORROW nv comes .

2005-06-24T02:20:00.000-07:00

hurmph my bro has been playing maplestory over the last few years, 2 i think ,but it doesnt make sense to me ???all u do is to wack all the snails in ur way ,keep wacking and ull level up to wack another type of animal now its the PIG*onink**???and theres no highest level so u keep wacking these virtual stuff aimlessly in front of the com screen and feeling victorious and u can basically keep wacking the animals till u are old and dying and the aim of the game still remains just keep wacking .=))))cheryl and jiawen plays it too..and the way they describe it ar like its soo exciting huizhen and i just stared blankly at them as they rambled =))))

hurrs im nort michelles mistress ok what more im jiawens laogong since when i had two sex???am i a freak..lol two gender stucked in one body .michelle FORCED me to make her my mistress ok ,whole day suan me in front of my wife summore ,tution at mavis also ,man i really think they think im les or sumthing cause suddenly those arnd me call me "MICHELLEES mistress"wha man wo zong xie le must wear a garbage arnd my head when i walk arnd heartland !now she wanna tell tan chun , does she know tanchun's my daughter????lol.anywae i dont think shes tt gulible larz ,she knows i dont hav such bad taste*)

man i realise loads off ppl wanna go tjc,the prefects,the ppl at mavis ,i had a weird and confusing dream last night,one moment i was at acsi the other i was at acjc cheering for some rugby game??weird haha,ill like to blame vall for tt,she smsed "How i wish we were in acsi NOW" just yest =))so tyco .i dream weird stuff abt jcs like last year half my dream came true keez ,a secret dream kept btw trix and me .lol i still rem her reaction,super funny,anywae i bet shes glad tt part didnt come true =)))lalalalal

played with my cousins alicia and darren,too bad junhong and xiang rui cldnt come but i really hope tt alicia can make it to PL next year .anywae yeah i burned alort of fats ok played freesbie ,badminton,uno,ohhh table tennis tt was really funn and watched cat and dogs =))))sad !i lost to a pri sch kid for badminton haha im such a sore loser .

im SUPPOSED to go to chevrons tonight=))))

2005-06-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

i felt so happie going to sch todae keez ,once i entered the door i cld kiss the floor ...sec sch days are supposed to be the best time in ur life rittes???haiz for once i was enjoying the PINK walls flushing with the garden??? =)))i )))must )))be )))crazy i thought it looked like a nusery at first.but 3 weeks of not doing anything productive ,i think im ready for sch...THINK so yar dont take my word so seriously ...but yar u all can remind me to study if im slacking to snap me back to reality ,cause sometimes i feel i need a long break .

actually i dont think i know what im doing,i actually am applying for acsi???but still rather skeptical abt it,esp abt the girl part if i wanna play barbie doll no body wld wanna play with me only 80 gals???? .i really hope if i do get it ,god will send a miricle send more girls to my class,2or 3 is miserable enough like now im living in a class of 39 girls GIRLS,moustacheless,highpitched,talkavive girls ,can u imagine if its reversed????ahhhhhhh pray and pray real hard ,they shld hav a PLJC man ,then at least we wldnt hav to think so hard rittes=))))

todae was the head and vice interview ,i hope tt god will lead the sch to find the leaders of pl who will shape pl to be a better sch ,producing girls better than our batch and years to come .=)))))our))))sch))))is)))the)))plasce)))))we))))love))))best)))lalalalalalala
since i was there so we talked while they waited for their turn ,i dun know but is it god or sumthing???but ive been talking to loads of jrs these few days ,which ive nv really done before usually only urmz 10 mins
but more than 3 hrs????tts what i really wanted in term 2 ,to have more time with the prefects ...and he made it posibble =)))tts quite weird mabey cause its nort to early in the morn where i feel really sleepy???what ever it is im happie to know we hav good leaders even in the sec 2 batch,certainly seeing more and more potential in them

2005-06-17T07:00:00.000-07:00

hurrs like right now im contemplating to send the form to acs i or sajc?????the same qns keep running through my head ,lol some ppl already know what i hav to say ,but nvm to make my self see things in a better light i shall weight the pros and cons here ,so the next time i think abt it i dont hav to rethink it ,just read off frm here =)))))aint)))))i))Smart))) HA =)))

acs i
-only 80 girls in a sch of 450???boring???,usually i feel weird arnd guys ,lol no worries,i noe im nort alone cause yun and cheryl feel the same way too,ill like to call it the 10 year girls sch syndrome=))haha if yun and cheryl u all are reading this ill nv forget the lift thing!!!lol ,=))) ,lol basically the non-prefects feel tt too,but hey im a prefect!!!lol ok larz now nort too bad but i noe i distant them at times =)))))must learn what bready renjie told me... run like mad the day before so next time i see any guy i know i wont avoid them cause ill be too tired =)))lol but actually he knows i avoid him too lol )

-think abt it ,no girl company to go shop with,play sports with,talk abt girl stuff with ,lol no tanchun to hav tauhui with,no vall to jog with me ,no jiawen to use as pillow .....etc...i noe its a childish thought but urmz yar basically stuff that i can do with gals now i cannot do with the guys ,there will probably be only 2-3 girls in class???sianz
-i love the course=))))a levels courses dont quite appeal to me , stuff i wanna learn likee bnm ,chem ,bio ,they hav 4 degrees of maths there ill take the lowest ,im a dodo at maths
-thoes ppl who are in the (IB) look like they dont have a life ,looks like it is a mugger sch ,=)))but of couse this is quite an unfair judgement as i dont really know many ib ppl
-super expensive

sajc

-near=)))
-nice ppl=))))haha i noe
-resonably priced education=))))))) plus a cherry on top
-no body frm pl is going there=( lol i tot it was our class wish or sumthing,now its tjc huh?sad larz=(
-if i use my grades its easier for pl ppl to go to acjc than sajc,sad its nort affiliated ,means ive gort to work super hard ,9 points or less!bleahx if nort its acjc,i found it goodfrm acjc crossroads ,but haha so many ppl advised me nort to go,and i think ive heard quite alort frm zijuan ,hui ping ,trix and some others i cant really rem so for now acjc is like my 3rd choice almost nil
- i dont hav to sign some contract=))))i hav my freedom of ccas...yeah!

mabey i shldnt even apply for dsa????i need to pray hard,v.hard ill be seeing my cell ppl tml and the day after ,hurss lol everytime i go 4 outta 6 wanna go acjc hurrs lol so i shld keep tt topic away frm them haha so i dont hav to play with 3 choices rittes=))))) for now just 2 ,sooooo make my life easy stop talking abt ACJC =))))) like todae at mels bro party chris and edric were so ons abt acjc,i wanted to say acjc crossroads was fun and talk abt the umbralla and cup game while watchimng jian gui but i had to control man cause i think if i had said tt ill be swayed into going to acjc ,hurrs acjc crossroads was fun man but i think ill take the advice of those who care abt me ...hurrs for now im confused ....help me date of submission 1st july....one more week to think abt it ...7 days to think abt it ...24*7 hrs to think abt it wha im going crazy..oh its a sunny YELLOW banana day,when all the cows come home to play....send me to the aslyum

2005-06-12T06:54:00.000-07:00

masqurade
flights of fancy
twisted perspective
darting,zooming,
flashes of rainbow
hurried stomping,
walzing frenzy
urmz just some words tt are flying in my mind =))))))hope u dont))))))))mind))))it doesnt ))))0make sense)))))to me))0either)))

my dearest partner is yet in m'sia again ,and yes!she can finally eat meat ,rather happie for her =))))))) abstaining frm meat for 79 days was truly commenable ,dear laopo rulez ,tt means we can go pizza hut tgh like what we planned=))YeAh)))..the holis have been fun and nort ,been forcing myself to do maths or add maths for tt matter of fact ,but usually after the 3rd qn ill lose steam ,and try to battle my mind to stop being lost in space and to WRITE or at least copy the qn . i realised tt its fred's b'dae todae,if u are reading this =))))))happie b'dae))))!! and hopefully ill see u arnd in church .

my mom bought an ipod photo for my bro for his b,dae yest ,so lucky huh?buthey my bro is nice enough to loan it to me .man i went to plmc todae and nObOdY was there =( nic and gen were to lead cell todae,and was looking forward to seeing them after 2 weeks of their absence ,plus my phone was flat cause i was lazy to charge it the night before so i cldnt call anyone to rescue me but weirdz the third floor had soo many ppl,rachel went to the santuary .since nobody was there i just went back to continue my slp,but if u ask me i shld hav gone for ethels cell instead,now y didnt i think of tt??what better way to spend ur sunday other than at church .moreover i havent got to know my jr well enough,dang! it totally passed me .

anywae proceeded for tution after tt saw my aiyee at kovan ,a woman i have total respect for basically i love my cousins more frm my mums side ,my fathers side is a little complicated ,its kinda sad my fathers sis and brothers and parents dont live harmoniously ,theres alort of back bitting ,and stuff which i wish to nort learn frm them .but im glad our relationship with my father side cousins is nort as bad as our parents but with prayer i hope tt everything will turn out for good like what ive seen at my grand dads funeral.miricles do take place .aniwae my aiyee is taking care of jun hongs little bro,super cute my mom helped to babysitt him and she forgot abt us at home lol basically hes so cute nobody wants to put him down .

2005-06-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

had a really fun exco meeting todae at mels ,tanchun and i met up and walked to her hus ,i bet we did shed some fats ,beads of persperation rolled off our foreheads , tts when all the trouble started ,became hungry so we invaded the provision shops and bought some food to share with the rest:junk=)))was trying to phyco my mind tt its alright but who cares i was HUNGRY +) a hungry us is an angry us .we talked alort side tracked alort and heyys we managed to fill up the agenda in abt 3hrs 30 mins??oooh and i lurve rachies dress it looks stunning on her PUrrFect figure .and i feel sinful ,wolfed down half a fried spring chicken ,we all had western meal for lunch ...in the comfort of mels house ,tts my idea of heaven.and her little bro is such a joy ooh and he protects both rachhie and i,so mucho huh?we were watching jian gui while eating and he tells us when nort to look ,if nort i think both of us will have to call mel in the middle of the night cause we cannot slp haha but i think rachie needs it more .but ultimetly claud was the victim,both rach and i screamed the most and she was in the middle of us,i bet shes going near deaff ,heyys but i think it was rachies screams tt scared me the most more than the show ,its like a domino effect =)))))but haha now looking back it was sooo dumb but fun,zongs claud and mel were super cool abt the whole show ,tts TRULLY admirable,i hate it when some scary scenes suddenly flash across the screen FReky but =)))))))i love )))))the ))))))))exco)))).

2005-06-06T07:25:00.000-07:00

not in a blogging mood but wells i guess i shld just blog a little ...right now ,my face is wearing away ,peeling,but i kinda like my tan . and i like the volumetric analysis todae except tt there were some steps which many of us forgot ,joanne is like super fast and val is super slow haha im in the middle of them both but valls the funniest gort scolded my the lab aunty for not being able to sit still ,but shes super nice ,helped val to place the pipette in the solution ,if nort shell nv finish her experiment . and we will nv get home =(so cheers to aunty

ive always thought i wanted to be a chemist ,at least joanne does,shell probably be the professor of the research and development with tt pasion of hers,all the best to her ,but now i dont think i wanna mix chemicals for life ,its only interesting when the chemicals bubble over or explode a little or when there is a colour change ,everybody enjoyes lab lesson bcause of tt rites?,man but who needs such a chemist who puts everybodies life at risk in the name of fun?hurmph now what do i wanna be when i grow up???for now i shall play hard,take my time and ill think abt tt later in life

acjc crossroads was hot,sentosa was HOTTEr now we are burnt! but it was loads of great fun ,gathering of the pl and barker prefects .dang! i fell for yunqians trick ,trixie was just lucky ,but yeah havent been going to coos for a long time i think ill go next week cause nic and gen are in kunming ,valerie and i were freezing at plmc after i went to church after sentosa ,i was sooo glad i wore my long pants =) anywae i dun quite like wearing shorts at times ,but burms are great =)))

2005-06-03T05:22:00.000-07:00

ive been going out ALOT these few days, lookin forwad to watch magadascar with KOmati,jack ,ying ,and dearest laopo next week .man do i enjoy walking home with bettina ,she has the same sentiments as me in like almost everything *dreams LOL so sajc?????i bet but now im dangling btw acs(i) and sajc hurmphs im more concerned abt the fact tt there will only be 80 girls in the whole sch of 450 in acs(i)...there wld be only like urmz 3 girls in each class????whoa BETINNA !brainwash me say sajc is da best ..keep us in prayer and show us where god wants to lead us ,denise ,nat and val are prolly applying for dsa to acs(i)???lol ian told me abt their orientation dance at sajc the other time after church ,can u imagine tt at acs(i)??? the guys hav probably got to do the drag parts =)ttt wld be such an eye-opeaner.

it was pouring ,but was fun i havent gort drenched in the rain for a long time ,i covered my head with my baobao but im just tooo big so only my head escaped the water,ying and jacko showed us tt the schs jacket is NORT water proof,it is tried ,tested and proventhey were drenched worst than me or jia,those ppl ar jaywalked todae and left me on the other side of the road! !!!but cheryl was nice =)the law-abider.and it was freeZING during lessons we were under the fan summore bRRrrrrBBBrRrrr jacko and i took off our shoes and socks!!!during lessons so ying ,cheryl ,joanne,sheena,hui,jia had nice air fresherner compliments frm us ,now WHere is theee LooVE haha=)aniwae we did a high five with our feet and jako feet was cold ,i couted my blessings

im really blessed to hav god !!!he was the hand that guide me in my chi olevels ,very evident ,all the time i commited all tt studying to him ,all the zaoju and words i learnt came out ,yet i was still struggling with the ten-year series just the day before ....one word AMAZING tts how great our lord god is whatever results im gonna get its all to gods glory ,i also want to thank him for jiawen ,for so faithfully try to teach me chi with so much patience and tolerance i know she is a god-sent for all the teachers who try to help us so much by rushing to mark our test papers daily im truly grateful thou i really didnt like chi in the past because of the sacrifices these ppl hav made for me im begining to appreciate it and i will seek to improve and try to rem all thatt laopo has taught me ,for now haha ill try to help her in eng li shang wang lai!!!haha thanx for all da care esp to jo who encourage me all the time to aim high!!

2005-05-19T00:48:00.000-07:00

this is so freaky ,some weird guy called my phone and screamed"whahahaha" freeKY! ,too bored or sumthing anywae i cldnt care less.congrats if u can actually read my post...i noe u hav been highlighting the words...but i like my layout...dont u...my class,the happie class!!!..i bet u r squirming right now trying to read my punnie and bright words.why does everything fall on the 31th?????huhhuh tell me! i want to go for all three esp the sci and maths funtasia,shld be fun ,look at todaes durian pendulum thing so fun ,but i hav to go to acjc for crossroads plus i wanna find out what the international ba********(forgot the spelling) is abt at acs(i) why!!!! is may 31th a auspicious day or sumthing?????everybody wants a share of may 31th ..whats the diff btw A levels and IB???i want the answer..

u nv know who is reading ur blog ,and i found out tt it is super easy to find someone u know on friendster,ok suddenly i feel like an old antique clock ,ok enough i get tt alort frm my lab partner
.gort back our eng and chi paper,i improved for chi!!! but im sad for my eng ,58 for eng and 58.8 for chi now tts v.bad at this rate i dun think i can make it to college if i get anything more than 14 pts for o levels ill just go to poly ill rather go to a good poly rather than a lousy jc .

carnt go for the joshua 21 concert ,thou i really wanna go ,u know i feel really happie going to church be it at coos or plmc ,like praising god and thanking him for all tt he has done makes u feel happie!!!ive gort confirmation scv on sat ,and yeah im soooooooo touched nic,esther,ash,gen all wanna come support me at coos althou they are all frm plmc=) thanx dearies=))))

this fel and prisss ar really made my day waving to me like crazy ppl winding down their taxi window ,i really miss training with them and the times we spent tgh,was feelin down the whole day ,reflecting on tough stuff
i really felt that i wasnt really there for some of my db prefects mabey cause of fear? i always seem to be concentration on some of them ,am i free with my love?no. this term has been a really bad on for me in terms of me taking and knowing my prefects well enough,if i dont how am i to help take care of the other prefects when i dont start with my comm,i can blame it on my shedule all the exams we hav tts why i cant be with them but i hav to take responsibilty for my actions even in my bz days i hav to sort out time for them if nort who is to give them directions ?the greatest thing a head of ministry can do is to watch those under them grow ,it sounds stupid but yar love is stupid . i wanna strive to know the db prefects well not just 10/15 of them i wanna know 15/15 of them what they are doing and the probs they face .knowing them is when they can openly come to u to share with u the good news and the bad .ill try harder to reach to those 5 ppl .meanwhile do pray for me to be wise and to look up to god always .btw thanx nic for the sms, u nv fail to cheer me up=)

2005-05-17T09:02:00.000-07:00

no my exams are nort over but i seriously enjoy crossing out the dates on the calander ,one day less means 2 less papers haha,cheap thrill=) left with 2 more tml,seriously this exam was such a god sent ,dun u think so ?? like all the subs are linked to the topic on the elderly felt like i was crapping the same stuff for eng,ss and geog.
and god really sent a miricle and showed me tt by trusting him he will take care of everything for u.by now esp my classmates or ex classmates would know that for the past 15.5 years of my life ive always been dyslexic,i ve always had 25 percent more time for all my test and exams ,to give u a clearer picture tt amounts to 30 mins more for a 2 hour add maths paper,and even with the extra time sometimes i just cant finish the paper,moreover what really troubled me this whole time was that should i be given extra time for the os my o level cert will be annotated"student was given extra time " in big print.but i really prayed hard tt god will send a miricle cause i didnt want my cert to be labelled ,and ill find it tough to get a job in the future and he did !!! like amazingly when i went for the dyslexic test the test results were negative and for the pass few days ive been finishing my paper on time or even earlier!!!pRAISE THE LORD..lalalalalala*dances arnd* it was just barley a month ago that i depended heavily on my extra time now my eyes and my gratitude are on him muahahahaha

okies ms cryan gave me a eyeball that unfortunetly gort squashed !gross now that shes given me 2 more.ive gort PERFECT VISION thanx doc althou again u refuse to take no for an answer,i bet the word no is nv in ur dictionary:-) haha 2 sparkling eyeball one orange and the other red ,i know it looks like the eyeballs of someone starring in a horror flick haha but its fun and bouncy!,laopo jiawen looks great with the orange one haha looks super retard ,like her eyeball pop out or sumthing ,cheryl played with the last blue one ,wha tt was worst .arrr talking abt cheryl and ah hui zhen ,they asked me to go to friendster to find*ahem and *ahem and *ahem haha which one the xoxo one izzit? so many im confused!! and sighs i was doing back gate ushering and they didnt go by the back,oh anywae i just realise i wouldnt have recognise them anywae ,so no lost for me!=)

i really like the lit essay ,ah hui zhen and i were lamenting on how beautiful the poem was so unlike us =))),but its really sad but nice when u look deeper ,at first i didnt understand what the poem was about ,and the prose looked boring abt the lord of the flies which we hav done before ,im glad i did the poem!!!nice ,thought-provoking,sad ,v.v.v.v.sad but then its beautifully written so real like its playing in ur head here it is

The Slave's Dreamby Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Beside the ungathered rice he lay,

His sickle in his hand;

His breast was bare,

his matted hairWas buried in the sand.

Again, in the mist and shadow of sleep,

He saw his Native Land.

Wide through the landscape of his dreams

The lordly Niger flowed;

Beneath the palm-trees on the plainOnce more a king he strode;

And heard the tinkling caravansDescend the moutain road.

He saw once more his dark-eyed queen

Among her children stand;

They clasped his neck,

the kissed his cheeks,

They held him by the hand!

--A tear burst from the sleeper's lidsAnd fell onto the sand.

And then at furious speed he rode

Along the Niger's bank;

His bridle-reins were golden chains,

And, with a martial clank,

At each leap he could feel his scabbard of steelSmiting his stallion's flank.

Before him, like a blood-red flag,The bright flamingoes flew;

From morn till night he followed their flight,

O'er plains where the tamarind grew,

Till he saw the roofs of Caffre huts,And the ocean rose to view.

At night he heard the lion roar,

And the hyena scream,

And the river-horse,

as he crushed the reedsBeside some hidden stream;

And it passed, like a glorious roll of drums,T

hrough the triumph of his dream.

The forests, whith their myriad tongues,

Shouted of liberty;

And the Blast of the Desert cried aloud,

With a voice so wild and free,

That he started in his sleep and smiledAt their temptestuous glee.

He did not feel the driver's whip,

Nor the burning heat of day;

For Death had illumined the Land of Sleep,

And his lifeless body layA worn-out fetter,

that the soulHad broken and thrown away!

2005-05-16T02:40:00.000-07:00

no my exams are nort over but i seriously enjoy crossing out the dates on the calander ,one day less means 2 less papers haha,cheap thrill=) left with 2 more tml,seriously this exam was such a god sent ,dun u think so ?? like all the subs are linked to the topic on the elderly felt like i was crapping the same stuff for eng,ss and geog.

and god really sent a miricle and showed me tt by trusting him he will take care of everything for u.by now esp my classmates or ex classmates would know that for the past 15.5 years of my life ive always been dyslexic,i ve always had 25 percent more time for all my test and exams ,to give u a clearer picture tt amounts to 30 mins more for a 2 hour add maths paper,and even with the extra time sometimes i just cant finish the paper,moreover what really troubled me this whole time was that should i be given extra time for the os my o level cert will be annotated"student was given extra time " in big print.but i really prayed hard tt god will send a miricle cause i didnt want my cert to be labelled ,and ill find it tough to get a job in the future and he did !!! like amazingly when i went for the dyslexic test the test results were negative and for the pass few days ive been finishing my paper on time or even earlier!!!pRAISE THE LORD..lalalalalala*dances arnd* it was just barley a month ago that i depended heavily on my extra time now my eyes and my gratitude are on him muahahahaha

okies ms cryan gave me a eyeball that unfortunetly gort squashed !gross now that shes given me 2 more.ive gort PERFECT VISION thanx doc althou again u refuse to take no for an answer,i bet the word no is nv in ur dictionary:-) haha 2 sparkling eyeball one orange and the other red ,i know it looks like the eyeballs of someone starring in a horror flick haha but its fun and bouncy!,laopo jiawen looks great with the orange one haha looks super retard ,like her eyeball pop out or sumthing ,cheryl played with the last blue one ,wha tt was worst .arrr talking abt cheryl and ah hui zhen ,they asked me to go to friendster to find*ahem and *ahem and *ahem haha which one the xoxo one izzit? so many im confused!! and sighs i was doing back gate ushering and they didnt go by the back,oh anywae i just realise i wouldnt have recognise them anywae ,so no lost for me!=)

The Slave's Dream
by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Beside the ungathered rice he lay,

His sickle in his hand;

His breast was bare,

his matted hairWas buried in the sand.

Again, in the mist and shadow of sleep,

He saw his Native Land.

Wide through the landscape of his dreams

The lordly Niger flowed;

Beneath the palm-trees on the plainOnce more a king he strode;

And heard the tinkling caravansDescend the moutain road.

He saw once more his dark-eyed queen

Among her children stand;

They clasped his neck,

the kissed his cheeks,

They held him by the hand!

--A tear burst from the sleeper's lidsAnd fell onto the sand.

And then at furious speed he rode

Along the Niger's bank;

His bridle-reins were golden chains,

And, with a martial clank,

At each leap he could feel his scabbard of steelSmiting his stallion's flank.

Before him, like a blood-red flag,The bright flamingoes flew;

From morn till night he followed their flight,

O'er plains where the tamarind grew,

Till he saw the roofs of Caffre huts,And the ocean rose to view.

At night he heard the lion roar,

And the hyena scream,

And the river-horse,

as he crushed the reedsBeside some hidden stream;

And it passed, like a glorious roll of drums,T

hrough the triumph of his dream.

The forests, whith their myriad tongues,

Shouted of liberty;

And the Blast of the Desert cried aloud,

With a voice so wild and free,

That he started in his sleep and smiledAt their temptestuous glee.

He did not feel the driver's whip,

Nor the burning heat of day;

For Death had illumined the Land of Sleep,

And his lifeless body layA worn-out fetter,

that the soulHad broken and thrown away!

2005-05-09T23:13:00.000-07:00

exams!EXAMS!EXAMS!EXAMs! ah yes u hear my souless screams ,wont be blogging till the exams are over meanwhile.......SHRILLLLLLLLLLLS....gosh whoo feels great=)

2005-04-29T07:26:00.000-07:00

arrrrrr ms jiawen turned herself into a veggie freak,and its making cheryl huizhen and i turn green when we see any thing leafy,i was supposed to be supporting her and consume just veggie with her for 49 days ,but too bad girl i love meat,like on the first day of her forcing her veggie theory on me , i wanted some crackers to snack on while revising,,so much restrictions even on simple indulgence such as tit bits!,we had to check everypack of biscuit if it had meat flavourings or eVEN traces of egg shell (which is just harmless calcium carbonate izzit?)))hurrs super hhard to find one other than potato chips at the end we gort mushroom crisp and corn pops like after 30 mins?haha.man the next time she comes i will prepare something easier how abt carrot sticks and raw cabbage haha after tt i gurantee shell crave for meat agian and be NORMAL...

i just came back frm arts fest! so far i like helping out at the rootbeerfloat stall da best! was on duty since 2.45 ,shld be studying but decided to give myself a well deserved break frm all tt studying for chi(my most dreaded sub other than maths ...haha do i even hav to telll u tt..hey but thanx for all ur motivation anywae esp to mojo ,jiawen,meixin,mel,yi who used to laugh at my sing song chi*evil..haha but uve added joy to my life ),althou it wasnt really quite a break,weve been on our feet for at least 5 hrs ,but its still betta than chi rites. ,actually im kinda happy with our backgate ushering ,i dare say we ushered in more than 98 percent of the ppl who entered ,tts quite an achievement=)considering the fact tt only gen and i were there.i spoilt 2 ice cream scoops whoops! and how many were there alltogether?.....2.......thanx!...the sec1s and 2s wld hav seen me trying to knock the icecream out with gen while the teacher took unglam photo of us in anguish,we weretrying hard to dig the icecream out then...i can imagine us flaring our nostrils with bloodshot eyes...ok tts abit eggagerated ...but i hope it comes out in the sch mag, i wanna see how i look candid and weird.haha and i saw the twins who helped both jia and i on the bus ,crap ! was really so not us. this ann2 ar totally ruin my name with sherylyn wha!*ming ming xiu xiu!haha or mingxiuiiiiiie or worst tong1tong2 ming2 xiu4.,felt like they were calling a puppy or something ,im kinda sad abt the front gate ushering ,some ppl feed back tt they didnt get ushered but they did their best, i just guess tt it cant be helped since there were only 3 ppl at the front and thats where most ppl come frm at least 3 times more ppl than the back gate and also the dist frm the main to the hall is preety long

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh niki gort me all hyped up when she asked me to join her for slc we were screaming over msn i bet if we were on the phone we'll both go deaf......ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh tooooo late sighs but ill stilll see u for track rites if i decide to take up long jump for nats .....but ill really miss ur presence for tt week u go for slc ,imagine if we went tgh,mr lim wld be so DELIGHTED with us choosing prefects over track,and we'll get the shelling tgh ,but we will train hard tgh to make up for it rites ,since we slave drive ourselves most of the time=) ooooh nvm just show me ur board photo then ill see for myself how my tongyy relative looks like ...haha amelias online ! sand ball fights rox as her nick? i rem the day u DRAGGED me to sentosa,haha we digged a really big hole ,and u were chasing ren jie ,tong and samuel with the sand.. y ar? cant rem just for fun or revenge cause they knock into our cannoe and tried to capsize it?yinli is doing preparations for mmslc, i heard tt it was good the previous time wonder who is going ,im going for cross roads again since mel was looking for ppl to go anybody else???? other than val and alicia .

thanx alvina and caryn for the walk out of sch with the 18mth pregnant me.such a privillage! =)thanx for the milo treat which almost landed up as milo bomb when the box gave way,heyys ok we'll hang out after my os and yes no macs pls!haha im scared already=) btw my classmates were amazed at tthe eyeball gummy ,oooh and i gave the gloworms to jas !she coveys her thanx =)

2005-04-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

Todae was the last training till the end of chi os , out of the sec4s only yan bin and i went,they hav test the next day i think... plus yun lus eye was badly swollen todae .thanx niki for comming down specially to train wif me=)))),hav been a joy having u arnd ,a great motivation for all of us haiz wont see each other for a long time but ill definetly be there for ur invest!ill prolly see u up up on the podium adressing everybody as head prefect of ur sch!whoots ill be there to support sarah and rachel too,and im nort sure if im taking the nats cause i dont think the rest of the srs are taking their events this year but anywae all the best for hurdles,LONG jump and 100m .PRISSIE luo i noe ull miss me haha,think of me everytime u jump =),anywae i do really treasure the times we trained for last years nats !been a really nice fun and bubbly jr ,haha ill definetly miss the mings family ,and the times we totally screw up our run up ,hav body aches and hav weird expression on our faces,the times we rejoyced when we whoo jumped over ur leaffy marking or aimed for the buildings which go outta sight like once u take flight,but it was kinda fun rites?cause it really bonded us tgh=)but im sure tt alvina and sarah wld make good jumping jrs too=)

if i grow fatter,carian its ur influence,tempt me with the fries,xiangchang,orangefizz in a short time frame of 30 mins ,carnt imagine 3 days with u ... and u were so generous abt giving me ur sweets when i rejected it like twice?but thanx for ur generosity anywae=) !haha like ur company but hate ur eating habits man but thank god ur still so skinny!happie chomping !jie ying looks like a really preety pixie!dont u think so ?like the pixies u see in the lord of the rings esp her ears so distinctly pixie like,and plus shes really gentle

training todae was at the carpark cause my bro's sch was using the track for NApfa ,he clocked a time of nearly 12mins plus and he gort a D for tt,did anybody realise tt our A is their fail grade ,wad a great difference ...but the consolation he gets is tt,hes still faster than me.hurmph his head is like bigger than mine now?

saw mrs poon(my sci tution teacher) at bishan stadium ,was shocked at first to see her i only realised tt she was at the back of us when i turned to talk to eme and pris ,she went to the gym i think

totally weird like when im with amelia we do weird stuff,ame was on bus 53 with me but we were seperated so she called my phone to talk to me ? lame! ppl were giving us hard weird stares like who are these insane ppl talking to each other on the phone on the same bus we were at most 2 m away frm each other then the little boy beside me had goldfish eyesstaring amusingly at me haha.plus she tried to pull down my fbt shorts the last training,glad it didnt go down too far ,this dunman high girl ar so perverse nort like the one i know haha,i was getting freaked out cause there were guys arnd!hello?we are in public,good grief i pulled up my shorts quickly,felt terribly embarassed and a little disgusted.this fel also ar also fliped up my shorts the last time,and she nv fails to hit my butt ,all these bored ppl ar........................*speechless they need more than just bio text for their education.

2005-04-17T07:16:00.000-07:00

True-ryan cabrera
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

Jas and i have been sinng this song for a few days now ,sang this while we queued up during recess and wait for alicia sooooooo with yi at newton sattion on sat we waited in vain...tt girl was already there..cheat our feelings ha!=) ..this song is now stuck in my head ,but its nice rites?esp when u get depressed doing maths ,suddenly add maths appeal more to me .was trying hard not to doze off,so i thought of this song,it gort me awake,since i cant hide a book under the table to read(stares at laopo) cause hav to set a good example thinking of a nice song works great ...haha actually im kinda happie i nv doze off during lessons , altou i badly want to,must be gods miricle cause seriously it is a real torture trying not to doze off and i get really irritated easily when im trying hard not to sleep,haha but once the teacher is gone ,my head hits the table! laopo knows me so well she even brings a pillow to sch for me .thanx a lort! haha and im glad our sch is bigger as compared to the last sch so the teachers take a longer time to walk to class,then i can have a longer nap=)))))))))))

2005-04-15T08:05:00.000-07:00

wheehoooo!! yeah! im so glad that its finally friday,i woke up on mon thinking gosh ! how i wish it was fri(wad a statement to kickstart the week!).......now tt its here ill savour every moment i hav with FRIDAY haha=) aiyoh every time theres pratical exam, something will go wrong ,yoyo reminded me of my stupidity last year !man tt will form one of my best memory of pl...makes me laugh alort.this thurs i found out tt im allegic to phenolpthalein,during the last 5 mins ,had nothing to do so i decided to carry out and redo some experiments was mixing mixing mixing esp testing the conc of the hcl part really amusing ,some phenol... vapour consumed my nostrils and whoo...fountain of blood ,yoyo and steff became my personal nurse freeeeeee-of charge,who says the medical fees in s'pore is expensive huh?*grinz* ...nort bad man they shld work at sgh or sumthing..while i shld just go squeeze out all the blood frm the tissue paper and donate it to the blood bank and put it to good use .ahhhh tts in line with the singapore small kindness movement=).

actually i do like the concept of the small kindness movement this year like 4c1 showed the sport ppl kindness by giving us each an apple to crunch!thanx ying,jac and charrr ,sec 3c1 izzit?nort sure baked and gave the sec4 cookies to give us more energy to study for os !tts really heart-warming, a sec 1 class is writting cards to the sec4s to encourage us ,and whoo some class has been giving out ice lolies during recess,i didnt take it cause im growing horizontally ,but was really tempting ,but im glad i didnt anywae ,but that little act of kindness really mnade my day=) our class is giving out fruits to the unsung heros of our schs,the cleaners the lab and general office staff,one of the unsung hero in our sch tt has really made a deep impact on me is the uncle who cleans our sch,hes really friendly ,has a positive outlook on life ,i really admire him cause hes actually so old but yet he does all theese back-breaking jobs for us,and he does it with a smile,and yes he ooked really stylo when he was the only cleaner who volunteered to clear the dead rat in the drain ,oh and mr yeo too ,really great om he has helped the prefects and the harp ppl alort.gosh it only makes me realise how much a smile is worth,a little effort does goes a long way =) heehe i noe god is teaching me a little each day by showing me his goodness though the lives of others .its time i put it to practise ,i noe imn definately nort really patient neither am i a saint who looks and see tt everbody does hav their strong points ,cause sometimes i can be really shallow and take notice of only their weaknessess

2005-04-02T01:15:00.000-08:00

hehe i like the high* i gort frm mon trainin at bishan ,like on mon i tot i was gonna die running the really quite fast warm up with ariel ...but HA incredibbly ,i didnt and and i managed to keep up!!yeah and the endurance training was a tough-ffy bar but rather fun cause was running with niki!the ever so enthu abt pushing herself to the limits .

jiawen must be so happie !flying in the air right now and dancing like a chicken CAUS!!!!!! ive finally decided to go for mavis tution for add maths with her!lol i shall give her a surprise tml,wooohoo partners in class and also partners for tution .altho we like irritating eah other...we are still great pals ...hehe seriously if i were a guy she wld be my perfect idea of a good wife . altho she aint the best lookin person arnd what she has is a really big heart .. dont be mistaken haha we are both straight =) but haha yes she is MY *lao po* ,is just for fun =)haha and she calls tan chun and claud my "wai yu" cause she sees them with me alort....haha *speechless

hurmphff ...amelia saw me on the bus ,only when she gort off then she called me !!!!!!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggghhhh so wasted we cld hav caught up with each other ....she tot the girl standing with cheryl wasnt me haha man i really miss training with her and yan ting(my bo li xie storyteller cum co-jumper) dunman high training is now on wed =) tt girl demanded that i go down to her sch for training haha but im a lazy piggie.*oink,well just hav to wait till nats then ,then she will miss me real hard...she had betta!

niki ,sarah and rachel frm yishun town sec are running for council man how i wish i was in the same year as them ,my term is running out soon ...but wells it aint tt bad ..cause i hav faith in our jrs ...altho letting go issnt exactly the easiest thing haha but well we all know its for good we will all leave the shealtering walls of pl ,the people who hav walked through it come and go but the sch will always remain,whats left are the memories of pl clearly engraved in our heads =)

and yeah ! sports dae was darn fun yest ,on april fool dae ,man i shld hav kept my guard on SOME unsuspecting ppl! carnt believe i gort duped !!!!stupid denise proved to be my best pal! and some INNOCENT looking girl who helped with clear up made me really laugh...so crafty huh?,well ok made a new friend at least plus they really made this years aprils fool dae a memorable one for me,,,thanx for bringing a smile to my face...hehe outta all the races i like the pl family race the best !!!!,the lee house teachers were really enthu esp the pr sch teachers ,mann the pri sch pupils in our team were the best,they really gave their all ,but it was quite chaotic cause everybody kept running into eah others lane sarah and i and some others had a mighty crash*bish , imagine 64 ppl on the track but the pl sprit was there1..and ill rem our relay team forever(tanny,rachel,yunlu) lee house roxs forever!!!!rachels pri sku friend was really interesting,quite of a mixture of a parrot ,a pikachu wannabe ,and a mimicker haha overall shes nice to play with ,quite the kind of grandchild a grandparent wld want.claud,zongs,urmz and a few more ...carnt rem for now ...anywae we wanted to spray our hair green!but we came too late!!!aniwae i really enjoyed ou last sports day in pl .the exco really shouted our lungs out for the pl cheer,was wearing my spikes and i killed it while stomping so its now flat .and plus i really like the photo the lee house relay team 1 for sec 3,4 took(mings,yunlu,tanny,rach,jan,me and 2 others)...hehe see us in the sch mag next year!!!

2005-03-26T22:13:00.000-08:00

i really like the badge on my wallet that shouts "jesus BEAT the DEVIL with a BIG ugly sitck" although the badge is really all black ,you feel a sense of satisfaction when u read it haha esp for christians , it makes you wanna jump up and flip ur wings like a bird and pose a huge peace sign!and ur heart tells u !YES man!=)

seriously for a few months already ive been asking god where he wants me to be rooted,and i think ive got the answer ive recieved two signs so far which i thank god for but am waiting for the 3rd sign,delia once told me that 3 times means conformation rites?=)yeah so i do pray that he will show me the 3rd sign soon ,which i know he will.

was at plmc yesterday and todae haha ,the service yesterday really made a huge impact on me ,i went with no expectation or whatsoever ,was feeling rather empty in fact.but well god prescence was with us,letitia,abelin,yolanda,jialing,weiwen(the crappiest act pai ka arnd),gen ,nic,,we all sat together of which only nic and gen belong to the church.anyway i do think that god brought all of us there for a reason
,i cant explain y but god filled me up with joy ,many of us encountered god in a very personal way !!really amazing=)hahaz and im glad to hav found some of the ex-pl lites there from pri sch ,they were sitting behid us in fact

jesus is my life,the reason that i live and i thank him for accepting us although we are truly not worthy even to call him abba father=)there are alort of things that we ought to thanx him about ,although so often we run into troubles,he will always be there to help us ,he teaches us to love and forgive when it often seems impossible ,and only when we listen to his voice all things would be made good ,we are faithfully and wonderfully made!thank god=)

hhaaaaahahahhahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhaahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahh...ok cut the crap im gonna study now

2005-03-25T02:31:00.000-08:00

im confused
really!
and bored
i think im pmsing
cause im void of any
excitment
tts weird
HELPPPP!!!!
oh yes
must be the
holocaust project!
its depressing
crazy things
people do
for the greed
of Power
Mr hitler
sad thing that
u didnt know
god
so true man!
"whoever does not
love does
not know
god for god is
Love"
for now i dont need
any dead ppl pictures
or pictures of torture!!
jiawen!!huizhen!!!cheryl
haha i think ours is
already the best
nort so much abt the killings
rites=)hey and
i wanna do ushering for
the sound of
MUsic
but!!!
rach forgot my and zongx
register no.
i wonder if zongs
went to ask?=)

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

haha level headed? nah when i get too excited
the world revolves arnd me ,tts bad huh=)

2005-03-20T02:46:00.000-08:00

hahaz this years birthdae has been weird...alort of crazy stuff happened for urmz a few days haha ariel called me on the 12th to wish me a happy b'dae ...haha call her self my god sis man! carnt even rem my b'dae and she refused to come to her senses tt my birthday really wasnt on the 12...yest was weirder trix,claud and ever so kiasu eliza thought my b'dae was yest ,hahaz so had pre-b'dae lunch at trix with esther!!baked pizza !! was delicious two flavours hawaillian and beef,watched some funny and bimbotic show on nik *SCREAMS* siao! with her grandparents=) her grand parents can speak eng amazing rites? but i still love my grand parent anyhow .phil called at midnight=)hahaz turned me into a panda the next morn but appreciated i cldnt slp aniwae.todae hasnt ended yet so i shant comment!but hahaz god made me realise tt i shld start praying for his ppl ,cause i guess tt we can be really self-centered at times yeah so for my birthdae this year im praying for a list off ppl haha 10 frm sch and 10 ppl frm other schs (so far filled oly 7 ppl) ,and for god to help me choose someone wisely to take over my duties =)

2005-03-17T05:06:00.000-08:00

man! i find myself unusually and esp blur during training ,its worst after 3 rounds of sprints and staircase ,my head is spinning and its hard to concentrate and take in instructions ,and to make things worst he instructs me like nearly 5 meters away haha all i heard was mumblings =) its like an open space , so i had to lip-read ,it turned out that my lip-reading skils are really bad ...i ended up like a blind and tailesss rat running abt passing down the msg in a really haphazard manner,seriously i was really blur ,ive learnt my lesson ! i will get instruction within a proximity of 1 m the next time for track

!it must be gods blessing upon me that im not like tt in my duties in pb if nort ill be ruining pb without him ,in fact when i think abt it i really think tt its a miricle =) just think abt it when ms gan told me tt i had to change the old system ,immediately on tt day itself god gave me a brilliant idea when i was blank and he gave me the wisdom and sent ppl in my life to start up everything frm scratch and everything was up and running within a week ! (tts a miricle)praise the lord =)cause seriously i was freaking out when i heard the news ,so now u know where the tie rental,on-the -spot nametag and collation came abt ! it was god =)
if nort i think all the db prefects wouldnt hav their jobs if it wernt for the idea ,and this terms db prefects really did a good job! just wanna tell u all that u all hav truly been a god-sent .i see u all taking initiative ,giving me ur imputs,doing ur jobs with care , spotting and trying to solve the problems in ur teams tts really v.encouraging =) at first i was doing everything myself trying out the system first and u all were there to help =) tts why i was willing to let go to to let u all handle a specific genre haha and u all havent let god down ! keep shining in ur duties and in ur diff comms next term !Once a DBRian ALWayz A dbRIAN* dB RULEZ =)

aniwaes training yest was straining! but i was glad tt the weather was really nice and cool=),we had competetive running with dunman high and st michael's
compared with the jrs the no.of seniors is just mearly 1/3 of them since we were already the minority we had to run for all the races to add on to our misery shir ,yujun and sheryl didnt come !!!OUR nightmare began ,we had to fill in their space ,moreover they are our long dist runners ,man we nearly died esp for chloe ,me and bins ,i was running for niki since they needed ppl(HA NIKI u owe ME one =)),since weve nv ran 400m competetively before ! after the race haha we were drained,clnt move ,we were all bending over! ,yeah at least we know we did our best =) and im counting my blessings at the fact tt im not in long dist

2005-03-14T04:35:00.000-08:00

god has been really good to me ! haha he has alwayz been...im sure hes like that to u all too...although sometimes things get a little bumpy ,i really felt that god was really there and through the obstacles with me ,he has made me stronger,lessons that can be drawn from faliures =) Ariel called me todae.. haha she is so in trouble with me !!nah i shant say y =) cause im a nice godsis

went for ac funfair , meet alort of pl lites there ,some ppl frm synapse and wells dunking was fun ..DUnking? more like missing ,our aiming skills were really bad.aniwae my bro really seem happier in acs when i compare his attitude towards the sant pats carnival and the present one ...its an encouragement to see him stepping out considering the fact that he is rather new there !thanx god =) ,its really weird must be gods doing ,seriously for the past years my bro and i hardley talked and i remembered when i told him i hated him i really meANT it .but since last year god has mended our relationship so yeah its really amazing =)

right now im feeling really tired from track ,actually i didnt do much ,really lack stamina . the dhs guys hav already started the longjump training ,but as a reserve i have to train with the team ,i really think our team has potential ,yujun,yunlu ,mingying,and yambun is running,C div also and pris haha didnt wanna do long jump alone with jeremy and zihe,so the few of them just sat arnd ,ill prolly start longjump next week after sph relay ,seriously i think pris shld just start without me .haiz ive got to aim for long jump manz hopefully i can reach 4.3? at least by end of april if i really train hard enough cause ill miss training every tues becos of sci !!!! so im working on a really tight time frame hahaz

man rach is like crap !haha aniwae looking forward to exco meeting tml!!! yeah

2005-03-09T01:25:00.000-08:00

oh no i just realised tt because of prefects stuff i actually havent been training for a long long time !!!! man i will definately go for training tml..haha and i realised yunlu stopped msging me for a while to go for training,she prolly knows ill be somewhere in the prefects room doing something...ya i noe im unfit the jrs who were once behind me(not many in fact) will be ahead of me(slap myself and stare in horror) ... for this year i guess that ill just stick to my pet event and train hard for saaa if there is and nats .
Aniwae synapse was fun ,it felt like sec 1 orientation again for most of us (sec4s)so haha if we were to do synapse again if given a choice ill be a grp member.but overall no complains massdance was da bomb ! haha for me tt was the highlight*grinz* (haha i noe ...im too humble) anywae our partnership with acs was quite smooth sailing ,there were certain stuff i cldnt quite agree with but well it was still good larz .the girls in my grp (rachel,kelly,xiaohui,rachel(mgs),laura,yvonne,peishan ) were really enthu,i mean i havent really gone crazy in a while,josephine knows my hobby is sleeping(its hard to find me awake in btw periods) ,and we just went crazy with our cheers althou its quite spastic and long halfway through the cheer i was already out of breath ,the guys were probably felt tt our cheer was gay-ish but haha they did do the shirt action like us=)yeah! ...such a pity our grp didnt take a grp photo keez cause we all thought nobody had a camera phone (2 days after synapse jun jie msged me to say he had a camera phone!!! at that instance felt like i cld murder him) haha but bryan and i hav though of something!!!we are gonna make the grps who also didnt take the photo green no purple with envy. haha we totally didnt expect our grp to win mr and ms synapse ! hehe congrats to kelly and yinli oh yar and to their grp leaders who thought of the theme for the plot!haha ok i shldnt even be claiming credit they really disscussed it themselves

haha went chom chom after tt met some ex senior there hehe my buddy was there so claud and i sat with her ,they got cheated into buying chupchup? some snail-like shellfish ..hehe so claud and i were curious so we tried! its nearly tasteless without the sauce ,but its quite fun we were all squirming ,so its funny ...oh haha and claud and i were really full not frm eating but drinking ...let me warn u the large cup of sugarcane juice at chom chom really live up to its name LARGE whoa its probably the size of my track bottle more than one liter oh yeah and clarz owes us 20 rupiahs !!!!!(we gort cheated ,its like worthless in singapore!!!)

2005-03-04T04:12:00.000-08:00

SYNAPSE!!!!! is in less than 12 hrs time!gawd we havent planned anything so major for quite a long time ,actually i miss running abt the sch trying to get things done when i was a jr prefect,now my duty is just to keep thinking of ideas to run the disclipline board ,so yar now my spare tyres hav shown plus u all gave me so much chocos on v.dae i havent shed it YET!!!but i will i was supposed to go swimming with jas todae!!!but some stuff cropped up ,so the ac ppl had to come down to help out with campfire ...while i haha as dance assist taught the seniors the dance !pweew! its finnaly comming to a halt i like it but i dun !great im so messed up!

according to eunice there issnt enough firewood! i think at most we wld stuff newspaper inside ,ppl save the trees ,firewood cost alot,although it looks cheap. jas ,yi and i were soaking the firewood in kerosene in btw we played bball while waiting for it to be soaked,the jrs cheated we were playing 7 jrs to 4 seniors,but thanx to yan yee we still won!!!yeah,i tried to do a three pointer ,the ball turned into a muderous wepon,it missed the net and flew and landed on someones head!*gasp!look shocked!*so well at least now i know how strong i am*muscle me*

last week i felt terrible after taking the add maths test cause i knew i failed terribly ur friends make it worst by looking confident after the test,like my partner!!!! guess wad ! the results didnt turn out too bad cause i wasnt the only one who failed... everyone did ecpt for 8 ppl the rest had f9 pweew ! i was so scared tt i did the worst .haha at least i know im still on the same level as many others !!!even my partner.god placed us in a really happy environment ,our class actually laughs really hard at least twice or trice in every period ,and my partner has been acting weird recently shes been imitating CECILIA!! poking me like im a buzzer or sumthing

2005-02-28T05:18:00.000-08:00

whoa everytime i come on to my blog now i look at my last post!!! so depressing rites! haha aniwae just to report!!!the prob is settled ,u all may wonder wad prob? hurmph it doesnt matter since its been resolved so all those who prayed yeah all ur prayers hav been answered,god is good,god is great,he makes me happie he make me glad he brings ppl together to worship his name!!! whoots!

haiz recently i find myself super distracted !!!! i mean im supposed to be studying hard!!! im in sec 4 but like what am i doing now? blogging! i hav to get rid of these distractions!!!!! god oh pls help us esp our class ,all the teachers say our class is the happiest class in the level and the results we bring for a b band class is not v.good cause we joke and play alot .plus ive been bombarded by loads of stuff ,humans think too much ,it takes their imagination beyond space and reason,so i guess no body can make u stressed but u urself yar? so haha my verdict dont think too much ,it wld affect ur mood .

munchee :hey ming and jiawen can help me pass this to fel
me : *act spastic*welcome to the mingxiu branch post office
jiawen :*smiles and give a cheeky grin*service charge hor not free one
munchee:action*throws the paper above our heads to fel
me: weapon ar! *jiawen and i take cover*
munchee:giggles
me:*jokingly*hey dun attempt to turn the harmless paper into a murder weapon just for the sake of evading frm paying larz v.hard to earn $$ frm u
jiawen"*cheekly* :wha ya lorz so stingy
huiping:chuckles

haha man i cant help but thinking of munchee and gang ! so rubbish

2005-02-23T05:53:00.000-08:00

this past week has been hell sometimes i just feel like giving up,the reason for my blogging is not to crticise anyone for tt matter much as i wld like to blog for the whole world to see,im human ,im selfish too,how can i defend myself? i need to vent my fustrations!!!we are trapped,
just stuck in this imperfect world tt expects us to be more than perfect.we each look for our own gains but think abt it we can fight all they want but it all amounts to nothing,well at this point at the cross roads of my life deciding which path i should take to the left or the right only to find that both routes all lead to the start of a waterfall,fast cruel and furious,the more u walk u risk being pulled by the force of the river,ive decided not to think so much abt some stuff but yet the rapids push u further like quick sand kills u the more u retaliate,u dont want it to happen but it keeps comming gushing and splashing,slapping in your face,god sends a huge protrudinng rock which u hang on for dear life the fustration the anger drains ur will and strength,how much longer can u hang on?even if u do the rock will get eroded so why not just let go? at the end
u break,u are motionless,paralised,the trees sway in the winds scorning happily .....seriously why do i do so much ? i feel like an idiot ! a stupid idiotic moron why do i still smile so much why do i hav to humble myself to things tt are against my values,to begin with values?theres this hurt and anger deep inside me i wish to express it out through my action scream and shout till i am horse why do i act why do i stil smile at those who hurt me why,i feel like an entertainer
a clown.y am i pulled back by so many restraints?if i flare up ill hurt others in the process,ill lower the morall of the organisation,i mean what kind of world do we live in ?i wish to expressit through action but my environment
dont allow me to what is this?cant i be angry i mean i hav to hav approval to get angry?sometimes seriously i find it hard to follow gods word and the stuff he wants me to do to love them ,jesus died innocently for our sins ,am i expected to just take in all that she has to say which i wish to defend
,i feel like a slave to my own emotions ,havent felt this low before
why am i making the first move we both are angry ,shes playing hard to get ,i feel stupid ,its like chasing the wind ,i get rejected ,i get angrier ,i get hurt she gets the last laugh,i mean it takes 2 hands to clap ok mabey i was at fault but if it was solely my fault i wont be hopping mad ,i tot it was our responsibility ,since when it was all mine ? how am i gonna carry twobucket of water with just one hand

ive humbled my self ,the jrs can see it why do i chase so hard when u are all airs,to beg u infront of ppl ,being shamed in front of the jrs i hav a pride too i smile and tok patiently with u ,with the anger in me ,i wish to reprimand u but yet im begging .

i mean ive got lotsa ppl to thank for giving me ur emotional support without u ppl i dont know what can happen ,i wont kill myself of course ,if tt was what u think ill do,but feeling depressed is bad enough

2005-02-18T04:16:00.000-08:00

im a very confused creature!!! haha am i a male or female?just call me a homosapien , jiawen is my laopo and claudyne is my zang fu .....and we hav so many decendents ,tt ive not been keeping track who they are since they can procreate faster than i can think,haha ok lets see how many i can remember,tanchun is my daughter and waiyin is my grand dooter,wanzhen is her hus as for how many children they exactly hav tt i dunnoe...im confused its just so long tt athalie is my granddotter hus the sis in law's DOG!!! haha yeah i didnt know the family line consist of dogs too .i shall find out soon!!! is simin in our family line too?

todae was kinda hetic and rather exciting went for saint andrews investisure at the cathedral ,had first aid training,taught tanchun the dance steps ,attended cell that shuyan conducted,watched some of the table tennis matches in sch!!!yeah so eventful. sa invest was really formal but really amazing ,its held at the saint andrews cathedral really nice setting for a formal event such as this ,went with ryna and clarice , ,and the thing that shocked us all was that the order for their installation has not changed for the past 60 years the prog booklet is probably tt old too the sides hav yellowed .

the service was holy and all but i didnt quite understand why some words were spoken but the msg was really applicable ,i mean its an anglican church but they actually do some stuff seen at catholic churches i personally grew up in an anglican church but their practice is really diff basically in all i still had my doubts ...why do they dedicate the building to saint andrews but not straight to god?

somebody led us to the building,he was walking at lightning speed we were barely keeping up haha but it was fun ,its like racing in ur courtshoes and blazer like as if running to court to handle a case or sumthing after all the racing we were feeling so proud of our own schs ushering...most of the invited guest were girls sch ... haha we realyy met alot of new ppl there they invited the whole exco from st margrets cause they are sis and bro sch there were 7 of them in all and i met their 2 vice,head and disclipline head...it was really alot of fun to meet ppl from saint nics ,peicai(the girls we were sitting with),and ANDERSON sec hope that ill get to see them again sometime soon like for another invest or sumthing we had reception,and we were lucky cause this is the first time they were doing it if not the prog wld not be as exciting anderson and us were like just floating about wei ting looks familliar,she finds me familier too ,prob because she was once in pl !!! but shes younger than me,mabey she was my classmate buddy or sumthing?anderson had systems rather unique...at most i havent seen it anywhere like "out reach" and "sprout" they can wear any sch stuff on fri!!! anything!! plus they hav a radio station in their sch which they are in charge of .clarice fed us with alot of tarts ok !she can be my bao mu but it was nice esp the tangerine one !! theres this quote"dont eat with ur mouth full" tt was quite hard since we are conversing most of the time .installation is only fun because of the people tt u meet and my final verdict?it was a fruitful one .its nice to withness an installation when u hav seen some of the ppl before,its kinda like rejoycing with them .yaeh i hope they send the photos to us soon!

there was this angry elderly lady who was waiting for her lover for the past 40 years outside the cathedral and she was confiding in us she talked for nearly an hour she lives in toa payoh but the cathedral is at city hall area,the guy promised to marry her there or sumthing and she has been waiting there ever since ,shes been to a aslylum and has 5 kids ,she got cheated of her $$ or sumthing ,half the time i really couldnt comprehen what she was saying but i just nodded and smiled and the anderson girl was translating what she said to me ,shes really patient and nice!! her smile is intoxicating*faints* but it kind of make me realise tt putting ur securities in places other than god can kill u just like the lady .

the ride back was not so exciting i was feeling nauseated haha clarice was waving the airfresherner that sa gave us as a gift in my nose it overwhelmed my nostrils after tt sweet pear didnt quite appeal to me anymore i think anderson had strawberry flavour scent all the best to them !!! its really strong when we went back tanchun and i cld smell it the moment we entered the room....a great knock out+bish+

2005-02-08T16:36:00.000-08:00

the exco decided to go out after the cny celebrations ,we were half strength ,me claud ,rach and mel ,hehe we were "guai" ok jas and i poped over to rachies place for a change of clothes and cooked sumthing for jas,we taught jas how to cook!!!if not i guess all her life she wld only be av\ble to cook her speciality tomato ketchup sCramBled eggs >) which is quite yummy
haha rach and jas told me some crazy stuff they did in pri 6 ,like squeezing ppl out of their chairs while having recess,sleeping in class,anddriving their class prefects crazy? lol yeah tt was confession of our dear vice-head jasmine seah mei shi and our cats head.the only thing i remembered when i was in pri 6 was tt xiao hua ,denise and nic was so into harrypotter we wld just follow and our favourite thing was to jump down the grandstand pretending to fly*whee...pigs can FLY* ....oHHHH i used to be v.good friends with yuenmei and her gang ,ariel ,evan and ane were also involved in the naughtiest thing we ever did ...after recess we wld chew our ice and crunch them into small tinsy winsty bits and we wld hav ice fight by shooting the ice out through the straw...GreatttttttttTT our teacher saw it *hides under a small table and trembl e

it seems tt claud and i are always not knowing what we are going for ....we always watch movies whoose content is alien to us ...when rach suggested we go for a movie ...we didnt ask what movie,the last time also claud and i decided unamiously we wanted to watch white chicks but ended up being stucked watching winbledon with wanzhen and jas yes STUCKED munching on wanzhens salty cu,m sweet popcorn which most of it is salty !!! but the movie was not too bad larz ,btw jas was getting ready for her game had nice company,always make us laugh,and both of us didnt even know what was it abt we just know it takes two perverts to clap,we can make it to the weirdos movie walk of fame ,haha yest we were watching racing strips great movie!!!! u ppl shld go catch it haha,the zebras so cute ok !!! rach was like darn noisy can haha ,like as always its amazing how we havent lost our sense of hearing ,in fact the movie was fun for us during the serious parts we made it funny ,i think we were rather loud cause the girls at the back of us were giggling .it was freezing *clatter clatter.....cla---tt--er*claud and i hid under my uni tt i fished out of my bag ...seee ur sch u can save ur life !!! TREASURE it .rach and i met yuyings sec teacher on the way ,so yeah we wld get the video soon !!!!can see how tut we were,rach father took our installation video!!! wooho haha cant wait till the night before synapse where we all bunk into rach hus,sleepover and watch the tape and then tada!!!!!! WE WLD ALL BE PANDAS the next morn waiting for children to cuddle us at the zoo;) for all those younger than 12!!! see u at singapore mandai zoo !!

yeah we went window shopping and well i decided to invest in a new wallet,claud wanted a new hndphone pouch!!! haha but the one i gave to rach ...it is cheaper and nicer than the ones we saw,we just hav to keep on looking .i finally used the keychain my younger buddie gave to me for christmas in the year 2003,haha i now treat it as a gem ,and the piggy is now attached to my new wallet;)cant wait for eliza to publish the buddy photos we took for installation haha"police and thief" and the height one ...really amusing!!!!!!!ill post it up when i hav it.

2005-02-04T07:17:00.000-08:00

home sweet home !!!! finally can rest my butt on he swivel chair *whee* had installation todae,yest peparation was way chaotic ,horrific negative thoughts about the installation killed my precious sleep,but hey tO GOD BE THE GLORY!!!! he saved the day it went smoothly like jam on bread although there were some bloopers that luckily nobody besides us spoted!!!
haha this is the installation i will nv forget,although it was alittle cramped!i got hit by yizhen and tanchun during the dance actually we were hitting each other claud was like 2 spacing away frm me and i cld actually reach her and hit her !!!=) but it was fun! i couldnt help laughing,theres this sense of togetherness!!! so theres no shame amongst us ,esp among the exco ,ive nv had this feeling anywhere else before .man how i wish we will nv part i love being a part of this whole pl prefectorial board family,its not the positions that makes us proud to be a pl prefect it is the people ,the warm smiles,the fun ,the suanning (basically u need to know a person well to suan them...duh!!!!)

.haha gosh i went to the dyslexic centre todae ! and the child phycologist commented that i may hav outgrown being dyslexic,but now it may be dysprasia or something like tt ,a prob in maths if you were wondering what it meant. it seems that everytime im in the prefects room after 1.45 there wld be request frm jrs to teach them the synapse dance haha gosh the music aint so plesant anymore vivian and i probably did the dance more than 50 times not counting the practice we may hav done in our own homes .!!!but the dance is so fun!! ,everytime u feel like u are on rollers when u do the first part so for dance co-hosting with acs wasnt so bad ,cause at first i had a bad inpression of them

jac and ying were preparing yusheng for gb yest ,so i decided to kaypo and help them out! so much for my help i shreded the carrot into the wrong bag good thing it was just some strends but i decided i cld do something safer!!!SKIN the radish...if they hav diarroaoh its NOT my fault i washed it ok!! all our fingers were yellow after shredding the carrots...i wld hav made a palm mark on somebodies shirt if i werent in sch =)touching on the sub of food A1 had tang yuen todae !!!! they cooked it outside their class room the smell was so good !!!peanut soup they made me really hungry...tan chun was talking to me outside her class !!! arrrr and the ppl were wlaking arnd with their peanut tang yuen desert!!! how painfully distracting =) had training at turf city !!!! i am proud to declare that i survived the flies and weird insects that stung our girls actually i had none !!! the flies seem to target some ppl shirley went twice and got bitten twice ...if u are thinking of going for training to reduce the bulks u are so in trouble when there is a giant in front of the finishing line after running ull be so thirsty ,majority wld run to bvuy the 99 cents fruit juice tts unbelievably 1 liter,it makes u fat with all the sugar in it...ivy and i thought it tasted weird yest!jia yan didnt come if nort i wld hav ran with her

2005-01-21T02:56:00.000-08:00

wHOOPS! ive been missing in action,too busy to blog,everytime i come home its either tution or revision,or me watching some tv...im sure most of u are also v.bz *shake hands* esp the sec4s i we have like 3 test comming up next week and a quiz,poor b2 they hav 3 test in a day!haha zongs was telling us how sleepy in class she was so she slept through half her phy paper...i find myself being v.sleepy in class these days ...i noe why...u noe its weird when the sky is still bright,i think i still hav loads of time to watch an hr of tv,sumtimes more when the sky darkens ill start to panick and work more dilligently through the night so much so it kills my energy for learning the following day...todae's hari raya!im so happie that theres no sch todae,i slept like a PIG *oink Oink*

hehe yeah!!!! i think dance totally rwaks! ok let me tell u how many dance we hav to learn,2 dance for in vest,one march in,senior dance for synapse,mass dance ...and they are all of diff forms we just finished cherographying the mass dance with our co-host im totally addicted to the mass dance the song is stuck to my head the part vivian cherograph was jumpy spastic and well it was fun ...haha i was dancing to the mass dance song in my room after more than 12 trys i was tired of hearing the same song ,i think my bro was too!ok so switched to the perfect 10 at exactly 1.25 and what was on air was the mass dance song!AGAIN ,at first i thought my cd player was spoilt or something basically when some stuff are taken in excessive amounts it becomes tiring to the ears.another song ive listen to was a track from bond remixed ,its for invest our march in ,i sorta have an i dea on the formation!aRRRRRR i shldnt hav mentioned this now the song is haunting my head!!!HELP!!

had house meeting yest ! haha two ppl told me i look like from archer but haha im from lee and am proud to be one ,but actually i think which ever house we are from it doesnt really matter ,cause ultimetly we are still one sch,ive nv really seen a lee house fanatic before cause she will still cheer for her friends in the other house...my bro just bought his house shirt its green too !thoburn or sumthing...

im going for fusion 05 ! probably with the plmc ppl tml also mabey with jas and shir A CAMP!!!i wonder how is it gonna be like .

2005-01-11T06:13:00.000-08:00

wheehe im so delighted!! freedom for 2 days...although it is a little short im still savouring the peace of not feeling bad abt comming home and abandoning my books after that will have to study for addmaths,phy test ok dun feel like saying anything for now...im supposed to be slacking!

2005-01-07T01:55:00.000-08:00

asrghhhhhhhhhhhh! wads the o levels doing to my life????im feeling the heat already first day of sch we were shocked to be told theres a chinese test on the sec1 syllabus the next week means abt 24 chapters ...4 more days ! if im not wrong she said that theres gonna be chinese test every week! he_LP save our souls gosh feel like we are living a double life,we shld be able to revise the sec1-3 syllabus by feb then =) ok suddenly it doesnt seem too bad,,,mug!!!!!!!!!!

theres just so many stuff to clear,new prog for db which i have to initiate,the rental of ties ,now dbs doing nametag(the finance part is really tricky)l,we are supposed to be more express and firm in our operations now(on the spot correction) ,my dyslexic prob,all the test with ridiculous datelines,hw gosh theres just so many things up my mind some of u can see jas and i get irritated easily when assembly doesnt go well,just while i was drowning myself in these problems ,i saw this slogan near trinity methodist church"let go ,let god" some times perhaps we think to much abt stuff if things go well or not we strive for perfection and get stressed up and angry when things just dont seem to go the way they shld be although you hav put in so much .i remember reading this some where"do not worry about tml for tml will worry abt itself" shld be the bible

my o level certificate will be annotated(dyslexic) tts something that is bugging me but i believe that the lord will provide ,finding a job in the future may be harder but im leaving it all in the fathers hand .val submitted her letter already ,while i havent i hav not been tested yet,the queue is just too long who knows mabey ll miss the dateline(mabey its gods plan!!!)then it wont be annotated cause i wont be able to hav extra time for exam.but can i cope without it ???esp for maths and geog and ss?????im so confused . but if it is gods plan he will help me who knows i may be able to finish the papers before timeMUAhahahahahah*evil laughter*

seriously ive been getting resonably ok marks for my siences because of tution i wonder how i can achieve that without it,my tution teacher is really great ,now that track clashes with chem tution ive got to sacrifice one,cca points or o level grades??? if i dont achieve 75 percent attendance !then all my cca points will go down the drain and it does not reflect too well on me that a prefects has not been attending cca when she knows what the rules are BLABBERerRubbER ducky! quack *quack i like both track and tution ,i lurve only long jump and i always feel the need to know more (typical kiasu student)-actually i think tt only applies to certain sub ....ok my new years resolution...LOVE MATHS...TRY to love maths.....HATE to hate maths ...fall in LOVE with only maths(whoops sry laopo,but this year's crazy)

this was way weird claud and i were doing the class room labels (the one outside all ur classes) there were some male teahers ,but it wasnt labeled on the paper we had to refer to ...that they were male teachers we followed the procedures like pervious years we all labeled mrs or ms or mdm for all the teachers ecpt for mr low and mr thomsom great! we were so happie with our work we went arnd to slot in the papers .we were so terribly sorry when we remembered the new male teachers ,was crazy we had to run to remove the affected labels before the teacher reached his class the next morn ....mr yeo was like laughing at us ,i think he was feeling sorry for his own type

2004-12-30T16:59:00.000-08:00

hehe ! its 8.30 now ..its amazing blogging at this time ,really peaceful,its still a little dim outside but with the help of my table lamp!the room glows!!...and its cool(as in windy) and u can hear the birds chirruping .im going to sch later!!! with tanchun to finish our homework!! i think ill find myself studying in sch from now on,the view from the top (the place where we study) is breathtaking,we did a morning devotion there ...was refreshing.two ppl called me this morning-----now u know why im awake!!!=)

2004-12-28T06:44:00.000-08:00

my eyelids are droopy now so sleepy! after the breaking new grounds camp rushed home to do the scotch design ,sort out the power point slides for singspiration for yet another camp tml!!!prefects day camp!!!,think of an ice breaker ,adjust to all the last min changes and all*pweew feel so acomplished!!i sort of detest ppl frm intruding into my work esp when im busy!!!however the phone rings incessantly ,val called when i went to the toilet!haha i was so urm...*lost for words* but i was really urgent,i remember telling her"aiyoh can u call at the right time "like more than 9 people called mostly regarding the camp .

the breaking new ground camp was refreshing! doing prayer walks ,praising god together,having a vision as one that the spiritual climate of the school will change! the night service was so real ,many of us were touched by his grace ,hehe i found my purpose to going for the camp,god does everything for a purpose ...ahem ok *clear throat* theres this person whom i cant get along like almost since the begining of time!!! horror i was placed in a group where out of six ppl 2 of them belonged to her "gang" gosh this feeling of oppression drowned me i was shouting out in my mindwhy oh god did he not give me my hearts desire ,but leave me stranded in people who delight in seeing me in my darkest spirts ,i felt hurt at that time ,i felt like their toy.however god gave me a revelation a light in the midst of my darkness,i wanted to run away to the comfort of the other prefects,i felt happywith them,and there was no distraction when we were worshiping together i didnt want to break away fronm this(my happiness) to my given group(actually i was glad we cld sit whereever we wanted they didnt restrict us to our own grps...god was giving me my space where ill be comfortable through that talk to me ).god pulled me back ...during lunch ..god prompted me to dine with my group members ,my heart was hardened and cold ,an acidic emotion filled my innermost being ,i refused to talk but as i prayed i began to opean up more *love ur neighbour as urself* flashed in my mind through the games and all all of a sudden i felt more like a family with them ,like we nv hurt each other before ! thanx god he saved us from hurting ourselves to let go and be at peace with one another to be blameless to one another i got widen my circle of friendship to a few people through this camp yanyings from my grp!! she owes me 2 log cakes!!haha EXTORTION i dun mind being the tryant so long i get my logcake*yummmmmmY

althou i got to know my group members better i was with the usual gang who were placed in the same grp most of the time ,huiwen,shuyan,and cherylyn came back!!! hey hey huiwen is really nice! when i was under her(was our head prefect2004) i was really scared of her ,nv in my wildest dream i wld have thought we'll be such great friends .i thank god for the impact she has left in my life anywae they'll all be going to RJC cool! im sure we are all happy for them esp the prefects seeing them holding on together and walking a new chapter together is amazing.i see unity when i see them . tts the spirit they have left behind =) the pl spirit!!

this camp made me see stuff in a diff light ,what its like to be bold and be strong in the lord knowing that he wld always walk right beside you to guide you ,esp in sch to be bold and hold on to ur christian believes and not afarid of being judged my man so long as it pleases god!,the campers experienced many adventures esp during the prayer walk like when we started to walk arnd praying,it started pouring(showers of blessing* when we stopped the rain meraciously stopped too! tts what the lord can do! a grp saw a nest with little birds in one of the rooms a new begini ng for pl god is with us!*amen we all belive all this is from god that god wiill bring more people to our school and be blessed

seeing people praying for each other and being prayed for by ur friends was nice it felt like home a place where we can just cry and pray in each others arms knowing that u car efor others and that others care for u too a feeling of community was dense saturation the place with joy!! im glad i went for the camp! if u miss it this year,join next year!!

2004-12-26T05:51:00.000-08:00

hehe yeah i saved the day!!! thank goodness i found the breaking new ground camp details in my history column,hehe yeah ppl dont panick if u dont see it online anymore,give me a call ill send it over=) anywae must also thank tan chun for being so quick witted .

gosh i realised i havent blogged like in days ,been out alot theese few days comming home very late ,u noe must savour and treasure all the time we have together now before the preperations for o levels robs and steals what we hav now,thanx nicole mao u never fail to share with me really inspiring msges ,i shall share it with everyone now "valuing someone is not just "seeing the person"always,what counts is that somehow in our busy lives,we remember each other"anywae i just came back from my cousins birthdae can u imagine both my cousins were born on the same day! and i really regret teaching them how to play speed ! they were so facinated by how it works that i found myself playing 12 rounds of speed ,6 rounds of uno,2 match of table football with them with them ,esp for speed my fingers went almost numb gosh haha they were screaming so much,but it was really exciting .they cheat alot too! make their own rules but break them.*prff+

lets see this week was really exciting ,had singspiration meeting at my home*whoots for prefects day camp,was really crazy esp when we sang *this is how we overcome* 10 crazy ppl singing and dancing,our singing drowned my mum voice,she had to call me upstairs to ask me to eat!!whoops! im crazy about altheas gutair ,weve got lotsa talented ppl charmaine can play the piano really well too ,we just gave them the scores and in mins VIOLA! were harmonising with them,to all the prefects out there ! prepare urselves for worship manz ,pray for us too to always look towards god in all the stuff that we do because god is the one who holds and guides HIS pb went sentosa with the dunman high trackersafter meeting !this yunlu pang sei me ended up being the only pl lite stucked with them at sentosa ,but it was really fun , im glad amelia bugged me to go with dinah ,and i like dinah cause she reminds me claudyne we call her claudinah emal(claudyne-ar lame(backwards)) .supposed to meet them at their sch !!! but my meeting ended so late so had to forgo it! but there is always another time ,we canoed!!!to the barrier the waves were really nice me wan ting and amelia just lie-ed in the canoe and drift with the waves ! was damn comfortable,and exciting ,nv felt like a floating duck before but just as we were relaxing and near snoozing zzZZZZ in the canoe we banged into 2 other canoe,almost hit the rocks too PAISEH!!!cause the other 2 men were snoozing away too ....sry to disturb their peace and quiet then out of no where 2 dunman high guys hit us ,we shld have capsized their boats =) i really enjoyed it when 6 of us tried to get on to one canoe,it was stupidity but theres this trill abt it,kept sliping of trying to balance the half submerged canoe yeah! it kept capsizing ,had many gulps of sea water we visited 2 beaches ,zann taught us how to flip in the water! yeah that was one skill i brought back ,szeling was really enthu abt it but climbing up the yellow float was really tiring all of us had sun burn!*Ouch * my face was all red felt like a suckling pig

the next day (23rd) decided to go with tanchun to oversee the prefects for registration day ,seriously we felt so lost ! we were told to go at 8.45 but they had a briefing before that. the hall's really small there was not enough space for everone .the bookshop aunties were really obstinate ,pei shan gave a solution to control the crowd ,the parents complained in the end they relented and followed peishans way ,u noe sometimes kids make sense too=) after tt went shopping with tan chun grandutter (waiyin)and my grand son-in law(wanzhen) gosh they make me feel so old haha i realised i have great -great grand daughters too waiyin mentioned athalie and pei shan ,hehe ill confirm with her! cool i must tell my lao po shell be so amazed at how many decendents we have not many grannys live to see the next 3 generations was supposed to shop arnd for wanzhen clothes ,i think haha it became my shopping spree for christmas stuff for everybody*ahem so sry last min shopping brought misery to wanzhen who felt like sleeping after 6 hrs of registration duty ..hehe i was smart i caught a wink in the bus!!! tanchun and waiyin hav been talking weird .we didnt understand and i cldnt be borthered to phantom wad they are atalking abt clara had a twisted look in her face haha must be thinking wad im thinking *high five zzzzzZZZzzzzZZZz sleep is more important! =) after that my family and i went to church to catch the musical ,it was really packed my bro and i knelt halfway through the musical ,all the seats were taken,saw ying ying and gethro supposed to go on holi with them but didnt still remember our trip tgt at colma tropical !happie memories =)

okie ive got too many stuff to blog but gotta pack for camp so will be back on da 28th!!

2004-12-16T06:00:00.000-08:00

removed my tagboard for good ...some ppl are really yucky posting their sexual fatasies online for all to see ...pollute our small innocent minds..yeash disgusting!!

as i look at the chistmas cap jas gave us,i remember the exco meeting we had ,yi gave us a really nice hand woven bookmark withour names on it and rach gave us a bottle with a picture of us in it !! whoa its not even christmas and im feeling the excitment of it all already ...i even wrote a commonwelth essay on christmas 1675 word pwew! my fingers were so tired .both wee zongs and i wore the christmas hat throughout the meeting,dunnoe why but i felt so happie ,i even wore it to the hawkers!hurmph=( tanchun tried to cheat me haha she asked me to close my eyes ,took my hat and covered my face in it haha u noe she may seem like a quiet girl but she actually talks alot when she knows u.we took EMAL(opp of lame)(aka miss claudyne lim) to the hawkers tan chun and i shared kueh chap,didnt know how to order so we ordered mixed!!!gosh it was horrendous i thought pig intestines dont have fur??? hair??? ahhh so scary hairy ,shld be on extreme gormet anyway we didnt eat that part,so it wasnt so bad i think that was the ear .....
=(

i really find this qoute by ms gan "its not how u start it,but how u end it" really very meaningful im gonna adopt it i may be a faliure at A maths but haha im gonna aim for at least b3...i wanna end it well and as well for the other stuff god has given to me .

2004-12-14T01:29:00.000-08:00

this is certainly something not to be tolerated ,somebody has been disguising as ruoyi ,spamming my blog with crude and horny comments , who ever that person may be pls show more respect for yourself,ruo yi and as well as for me ,it may be for fun but it can be displayed in other less crude ways =) but its still forgivable ,just promise u wont do that again

2004-12-12T07:09:00.000-08:00

lol whats wrong with my template??? the left scrollbar occasionally "breakaway" from my blog ..wad a mystery.anyway i sorta had a mini holiday in singapore,stayed at the gallery hotel with my bro for the power encounter weekend.other than us grace was also the youngest there ,felt quite weird at first all the participants in the power encounter camp were at least twice our age,actually it was betta than i thought,but of course it wld be nicer with more ppl our age!yeah anyway thanx god for grace! talked to some adults during the whole event and i like sandy-elisha the best really nice ,almost same height as us =)and shes from sonic edge ,ill support her if she sings on day on stage someday.whoa i didnt know the 6 floor was so spooky till i read grace blog,im so glad to be at the 7th floor cause god knows ill get freaked out,but well i learnt something,sprits and all are all lies and deception so yeah ..actually still abit scared but not so much now so all ye with weak hearts take comfort in this .

the whole event was overall great,the sermons on the first day were informative and quite funny ,my bro and i watched cable tv and munched on chips and chocos till abt 2am gosh no wonder i felt like sleeping for the sermon on the second day..hehe woke up in the middle of the night and stared out the windows ,really nice and bright .yippie it makes me think how fortunate we are .the stuff at the hotel is really expensive $4 for a bottle of mineral water =)

2004-12-08T06:26:00.000-08:00

tml!!!! yeah doing db stuf tml,finally the pb room will be USABLE all the exco wld be down setting up their operations !!! manz went i start sch ill come in by the 3rd gate and spend my morning in the pb room!!! aiyoh but u noe everytime i place my sch bag in the prefects room in the morning after assembly ill just happily go back to class forgetting abt the bag in the room until the teacher ask for us to take out a book*oops wheres my bag!..haha great exercise up and down the stairs thanx to my blurness,my partner ar ..used to it liaoz but at least she reminds me before lessons now .

ok listen to ur mama and papa to nv read while walking was reading the cook book nearly tripped down the stairs !adreneline rush for a moment.btw im so dead got so many stuff on hand 2 proposals ,lotsa hw,2 dance to plan with the co-host ,set-up singspiration team for day camp plus my other commitments like track,pb and ballet esp ballet . but i guess lifes like tt i bet the sec 1 orientation team is not that free too managing the whole camp and their work*pei fu but u all can do it ,all this work u may be complaining abt ur time management now but later ull find that it was all worth while basically there will be joy in the stuff that u do even thou i may be complaining now i still like it just a bit tiredz tts all but im glad ive been given all this opportunities.

made steamed cake with mum todae really nice quite amusing seeing the mixture rise in the pan like it has a life the carbonate in reacting with probably some acid inside bubbling with joy...tml ill wanna make cupcakes but depends what time the meeting ends tml,looks like ive got to skip track if nort ill be too tired to pack the room travelling to and fro frm nee ann poly(bukit timah)..ill be sleeping on the sofa zzZZZZzzzZZZz no need to pack liaoz...the last training at maritchie,i felt i cldnt move after that,ran out of energy,amazingly made my way home and slept like a pig(much to my mums disgust) i cldnt bother to bathe,my head was spinning haha tt was quite an experience .but seriously if track is gonna be so streanous when sch reopeans i wonder if i can survive night tution=) but ill just try ,mabey ill get used to it by then that wld be quite an achievment for me .

yeah im not so afraid of being inferior to the guys at tution,learnt that thou they may be bigger,look smarter,dun give up on urself sure can outwit them .i have no idea how to explain this but i noe i make mrs poon go crazy with all my qns , but i seriously think tts the way to learn anywae i think she got used to my style already,so she gladly answer my neumerous qns ,afterall i just want to make sure i noe my stuff ,i dun get that chance in sch whereby ull slow down the lesson thought to 40 odd pupils,but for last tution was just me yun qian and the usual 2 guys 2the rest were on holi 2 and a half hrs s at least im not so pai seh to ask.but ill definetly feel dumb raising my qns feel like im the weakest amongst them having to ask so many qns BUT glad to start the trend haha can see that guys too are beginning to ask qns yeah finally i dun feel like the dumbest of the pack..but yunqians still scared of mrs poon and asking qns cause shes quite hot-tempered,after lesson sshe still quite clueless tts quite sad cause she feels its not helping her i really hope she continues if nort ill be stuck with the guys but nbot so bad larz only 2 in pri 6 i was the only girl among the 8 gays in tution was not so good they nv fail to bully me they always paired me up with this guy that i didnt quite fancy .can be quite stressful summore ii was so timid then

2004-12-05T06:03:00.000-08:00

was it thus or fri tt pb painted the room? lol cant remember arrrr i tot it will end at 2pm?haha made another unfruitful trip to the holding sch i went there at 1.30 after my tution and nobody was in the room !!!!but good thing the netballers were there..at least it wasnt me myself and i in the school alone in the sch and just when i wanted to turn arnd to leave i saw MEL i think they were having synapse meeting with asc(br) aiyah they finished with the painting at 12 ..quite nice they painted two sides of the room already yellow!!tts the pl colour .to those who havent had the chance to go to the holding sch...its nice and picturesque it is as if built on top of a hill , the assembly area overlooks the sea of private homes ...just stand at the corner and ull feel like the king of the castle!!=)ahhhh so nice and the podium itself haha its so big pratically the whole exco can fill it ,its good, the old podium was quite cramped esp when we hav 2 people comming up and down at the same time,i can expect singspiration to be really great so many ppl can be up there to lift the sprits up !! =)

yeah i met someone i dont know todae again=) frm pl! my mum and i were just buying some grocery my mum was attracted to this boutique there were two girls working there helping their mother ,they were really great,i like her younger sis ! treating all the customers like her barbie dolls dressing them up whith what she thought wld be nice on them ..shes quite adorable ...anywae the older sis looked like rennae! my sec 1 buddy and she s frm pl..what a small small world!=)

2004-12-02T06:11:00.000-08:00

arrr wonderful memories of US in the pb room for the last time(sobs i really miss the room dont all of u?) just sharing some of the photos with u all experimenting with this photo upload function!!!=)

2004-12-02T06:08:00.000-08:00

at trixies home..remember the rainbow teddy =)

2004-12-02T06:07:00.000-08:00

the prefects!!all set for the e5(johore) camp ulu village here we come!!!

2004-12-02T05:12:00.000-08:00

mrs kumudas going to be posted to saint joseph insitution,shes a really nice and patient latecomming teacher haha patient and latecomming,what a good mix,but it was a joy working with her and im sure many of us who have worked under her would agree...anyway we had a farewell for her at thai express! the food is quite nice esp the ice blended mango shake!yummy,and i had jeane sitting in front of me ..lol the usual,she gave me lots of smiles,yar shes a really sunshine girl but im happy to hav at least worked at the latecomming station once under mrs kumuda brings back lotsa memories remember i was a junior prefect working with tanchun and sarah wan with cheryl tan as our head,i really learnt alot all the annual report and monthly report we had to produce ...learnt microsoft excel from them too .basically learnt alot of skill from each other,we had fun just being together,and trying to solve some appeal letters problem. i can write abt this forever,at least when i leave pb or pL i know ill hav great memories of the people and the activities we had.

argh!! u noe i cld hav caught the incredibles and watched the polar express but because the timing clashes with my tution i couldnt my bro watched the incredibles and he has lots of good stuff to say about it!!hes making me jealous sounds really funny=( anywae thanx jasmine and waiyin for inviting me anyway,i was walking home from tution, i lack exercise,so i decided to walk home and i noticed this old man talking to himself,he must be really lonely! but if im not wrong hes senile i cant explain why but i would see it as a gift at least these lonley old man and women pherhaps in their misery,god sent them "gardians" but hurmp i dont know cause as christian we are not suppose to talk to sprits right or mabey urm actually i cant think of other reasons but i still believe that it is a gift

yeahhhhhhhhh! taufik won

2004-11-30T04:16:00.000-08:00

AAAAHHHHHHHHH !!! my tigger is blind now!!wad did i do the last time it(the banner) stayed at the bottom? =) lol u noe haiz we had meeting with the sec2 prefects todae AND i went to the wrong place!!!ar haha i laugh at my gong-ness now ... ar waited for them in vain for 45mins from 8.16-9.03am ..looked at the map (of the holding sch) trying to delude myself tt there's a courtyard(tts where we were told to meet)...anywae i racky the place while urm "Waiting " the place is quite good.. the holding sch has been given a new coat of paint looks much better now..the signboard is up and all,more pleasing to the eye,found some short-cuts and so on.. eventually yes i returned to the current sch and whala they were all there...,basically i felt happier FINALLY found them,anyway i dont know how the sec2s took the meeting,but it was intended to be a heart to heart talk ,so frankness is something we shld be upfront abt..it can be quite scary 7 senior prefects to 1 great sec2 prefect,i wont sae its not intimidating .but shld be ok i guess ,everyone smiled, its about learning from feedbacks ,tts how we improve u see, something christabel said melted my tofu -consistency heart when mel and jas asked her which senior she found doesnt deserve her respect she replied 'i believe that every prefect here will get my respect,everyone has stumbled ,and even the basic thing like asking a girl to button-up requires courage,sometimes u even get humiliated,everyone of us has gone through tt,so theres no one i c who issnt worthy getting my respect"cool i guess sometimes we as seniors we often forget this v.little stuff,cause we often seek to find the bigger picture,we forget the little stuff that makes us unique,the stuff that gets us rooted ,everybody did try and tts the sprit of the pl prefects we hope will continue ,thanx sec2s for widening our scope of view ,a perspectivefrom a jrs point of view,we appreciate ur frankness =)

2004-11-28T02:02:00.000-08:00

sick!! u can try frying an egg on my forehead ,and it will sizzle happily ok im eggerating(is this how it is spelt?)by the way i like trix hair ! esp the top it sticks out rather unique talked to her a while then when in for service .ok i learnt something new todae i was reading the chinese book of short story(holi homework) then i was a little puzzled when i read this line da4 ge1 zuo4 le4 wo1 de4 sun4 feng1 che1 ,i was wondering sun4 feng4 che1 urm is there such a vehicel?cause ive only heard of bicycles and stuff no sun4 feng 1 che1 .gosh only to find out from dad tt it means taking a ride frm someone,even my younger bro knows tt =) tts means ive got to buck up .but well we each hav diff gifts right?just tt my chi is a little bit urm hurmp need polishing .but it will be betta with jiawen as my partner,hopefully!! haha hear her sing chi wayang all day(by the way tts not a compliment),i really hope they wont seperate us into diff chi class according to grades ,cause i learnt alot frm jiawen(she converse with me mainly in chi) .and yes we all know how much she yaks all day probably more than 10000 words in a day haha who knows mabey she exceeds that amount and plus we make great partners ,nv fought or had partner squabblings before urm yar larz we also like to irritate each other,she pokes me with her colourful pens all day ,while i try to hide her stuff esp her pencil case !!! if not she'll go arnd poking me with her weapon,gosh how i wish she cld see this !haha i actually appreciate her..i mean yes i do ...but ar she dont come online at all unless it is purely sch work ,basically she is one of the best pal i ever had..to god be the glory!! yeah i shld print this out and urm see her reaction!!esp the wayang part.HA

and yeah i got huiwens letta ,thnnx zongs ! yupz its time i cared more for my two buddies in pb !! pray tt god will watch them grow in pb

2004-11-26T04:39:00.000-08:00

this feels weird was at orchard on wed ,i think i always dun notice the ppl arnd me ,sheryl,tanchun,eliza were arnd there but didnt spot them ,anyway it was some kind of adventure,2 ppl made me feel like a lunatic ,since so many ppl asked me abt my nick on msn,i shall say it here then i dun hav to repeat myself haha u noe im lazy=) i dun know why but somtimes my facial expressions can send the wrong msg to others.if im not wrong the 2 ppl i scared away shld be pl-lites,there was this girl ,shld be sec 1 cause urm dunnoe just gut feelings ,ok back to the story yeah i was just walking arnd with my mum then this girl came up to me ,just kept staring at me frm a dist,then she came closer,i was expecting her to say sumthing,but dead silence so when i wanted to say hi but was feeling quite akward then,i didnt even know her ,just when i started opeaning my mouth ,bang she was like as if running a race she jumped a little and speed off ,there i stood dumbfounded,still recovering frm the event that ive yet to diciffer and claerly process in my mind.ok next was at the orchard mrt loo was washing my hands,cld see the girl in the mirror ,she was i think trying to figure out who i was,but this time i knew who she was ,frm badminton and ive seen her before while doing our daily db check
ok nvm i just went out of the loo like as if nothing happened,saw her at the scanning machine again and yupz caught a glimpse of her looking over yeeps normal reaction i think i gave her a face tt said"urm yes how can i help u" whao she past by and said"wads larz" huh?????in my mind i was saying to myself... hey u stared at me first ...of course i just said nothing and urm smiled weirdly .it was weird i really felt like a seriouscase lunatic then .my mum was like laughing all the way home she thinks i must be really fierce in sch tts why .hurmp am i?the exco tells me ive got to be fiercer,haha whatever its the holis ,not time to fret over these stuff .

ok didnt go for training todae cause we had meeting sec3 prefects meeting ,this claud ar last min told me that shekinah was going to be hacked down so meeting had to be held at my home ,quite interesting=)haha meeting was at 8.30 for exco,i didnt set my alarm clock ,was talking to eliza till almost 2am in the morn .anyway at 8.15 mel and yi already came and i was still sleeping ,haha too bad for them much as they wld like to see me not washed up yet i quickly made my way to the bathroom,e meeting was quite fruitful ive got to say ,we cleared self-evaluation,synapse and stuff . this acsar ? always change the meeting time and date ..i think 21th dec as the date line urm has to be extended because our co-host is really bz .haha

2004-11-23T06:12:00.000-08:00

feelin rather groggy now ..was out of the house frm6 -4 pm yeeps my mom was *ahem * not v.pleased but i kinda think shes used to it liaoz,always have meetings even at night or really early in thr morn actually i do think the exco is kinda crazy sometimes our earliest out of sch meeting was like supposed to be at 6am but then it was madness...nobody wanted to wake up tt early so changed it to 8 in the morning haha INSANity ,oooooh i luv tanchun she ased for the meeting to be later if not it wld not be the gathering of the exco but illegal gathering of the PANDAS.ok anywae yes timing for training is mad to0 8.30 at marichie or nee ann poly(bukit timah) either depending on the day .meaning weve got to wake up as early as 6 ,talk abt morning jog.

ok training took its toil on me todae ,but actually i actually enjoy maritchie training ,but perhaps it was a little more demanding today ,plus its the time of the month ,anyway was a bit "retarded "after training reflexes abt slower than usual ,took quite a while to respond to stuff.after that went back to sch to give the letters to my db prefects and check out the sec 1 orientation planning yeah!!!claud claud was dere so glad ,i tot i was the only exco there,can see some of the sec2s rising up ,u noe those who went for the johore trip theres no faliure but only feedback ,so yeah ,doesnt mean if we do comment on stuff u can improve in doesnt mean u are not a good leader ,its a learning process .and we do not want to keep comming and intrude into stuff ,something that u dont want too,i believe ,claud and i believe that u all can do it ,we want u to learn independently in ur own space ,not pressured by us so "jia yous!!!haha u noe i do agree claud is scary funny cause SOME jrs wld shiver and press the wrong buttons when they talk to her haha she ar ...dont think she is feirce or intimidating , just try talking to her she is so full of crap not to mention EGOISTIC ,yeeps so if u all do hav any qns pls do go to her and urm dont be scared ...shes nice!!=)

anyway was supposed to go for class outing ,but have been out the whole day with track and meeting and stuff my mum encouraged me to stay at home if nort ill fall sick ..sometimes when she gets worried shell urm be a little louder than usual ,hoping that her word will probably linger in my mind for a longer time ariel called to meet me at arnd 4.15(just came home then frm meeting)for class outing yeeps got a quan gao "'girl ar stay at home u tired anot ,cannot take it ,dont go "but urm quite loud so ariel thought it was a scolding ,haha her voice turned soft heyys ariel if ur reading this ,dont worry shes not angry just worried and dont worry shes not angry with u .anyway well i had to skip the outing well theres always next year rites!urm it wld be after os so shell let me go

2004-11-22T02:07:00.000-08:00

grrrr ...homework makes my stomache turn inside out...seriously! i can complain abt the homework all day throughout the holis sooooooooooooooooo i shld just keep my mouth shut. ahhhhhh all stars!!the dance i didnt know there was 2 diff versions to it...meaning ive got to find the other version,or slighty change the dance !hurmph .okie haha after this we will cheograph the mass dance ,dont wanna confuse myself at this point of time can hardly remember all the steps .short-term memory date line 21th dec!!!!!!!arrrrrrrr *cover face eyes,nose and whatever*

okie haha ive got a confession to make ! i buy pirated cds...gosh didnt know that there are so many of these shops in my estate ...this is wad happened i passed by this shop they had this big signboard "3 cds for $10" whao usually a cd wld cost twice tt amount yeah human instinct so my mum and i checked it out ...ok anyway Yeah was so happie that we got such a good deal,then just a few steps down there was this other stall"buy 1 for $3,buy4 for $10" unbelieable!but then we felt sore shld hav gone to the cheeper shop instead!!but then after tt,dunnoe why but i always seem to reflect on stuff,must be my training as a prefect in sch ,ok anyway i thought if we all bought prirated stuff ,then urm how much wld the artist earn then,mabey they'll decide tt singing doesnt pay much and TADA no more ppl to make music for us,urm actually just realise that the quality of the real stuff sounds betta ,dont believe me? try it =) but well pirated stuff still draws ppl cause it is cheeper like abt 4-7 times ...tts a real deal for ppl who dont place much importance on quality,but wld like to enjoy music

2004-11-20T05:42:00.000-08:00

just watched shrek 2 ! puss in boots is irrisitably adorable ....act cuter! donkey too .the story on the whole was great ! nice plot ...tireds ...i really like "holding out for a hero " anyway ! to all prefects out there ,yay completed chrograping 4 parts of the dance (synapse)already ,but can someone help vivian and i burn the song "all stars" from smash mouth?wld appreciate it ! do call us or something...hey!!! to my dear db prefects do tell me when the next sec 1 o meeting is so i can pass u all something? thanks

dance!tundu! balance!
oh how easy it may seem.
do a little twirl
take a dizzy spin
ur flYING!!!!

stretch! push !remember it all
pulled !toiled!stretched and boiled
trying to be synchronised

take the stage ,take a bow
up on pointe
feel like air
super leaps,mega jumps
sisson onliare ,ondadon
see the smiles
wipe the sweat
big great smile

just trying to make up something i call it "workin it out" hope it makes sense thou

2004-11-19T02:54:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i still can't post multiple photos in one post..... the last photo entitled "lala"(if u hav seen it) was just an experiment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahahahahahahahah elizabeth thia bao zhu(precious pig) is now free frm the "Os" haha im jealous ...must hav a buddy gathering someday ...hurmph or an outing with some great pb ppl ......aiyoh this lazy pig typing this entry now has been v.naughty,havent done finish her hw yet!and still wanna go out.

i wonder if amelia went for training todae?cause i told her pl wld be training wif them in the morn and i wld be there .if she did oh no i pang sei her .and i always promise ill go out with her someday ...in the end till now i havent made any plans with her YET.. *gulp*

hav been doing lotsa admin stuff arnd the house todae...glad to do tt really havin lived in a human sty (my rm) for nearly the past month,filed all my wks properly and cleared the cabinets*give myself a deserving pat on the head* haha mamas gonna be proud,haha this jasmine seah ar ,made claud fluster,"meeting on the 23rd" and she still can sound so sure abt it haha she can go and meet the sec 3s herself damn funny 26 th and 3rd mabey she mistook 3rd for 23rd haha clauds reaction is still playing in my mind..lol sunday!!! really wanna invite val to coos ,she,yo,val,mil,and a few others have been a great company for me at plmc but dunnoe if her father allows her.... ooooh nort forgeting shir too

went out to the market with mum as usual bought some stuff and made pizza !yummy.acs(br) called our house todae..i think my bro got into tt sch the principle wld like to hav an interview with him .haha i shld be happie for my bro rites!!! yea i do hope tt he can take triple sci too with all tt knowledge he wld be able to help my father in his business .and yes he can learn in a CHRISTIAN sch!!=) i think its really diff being in a christian sch ,and i think i kinda like being in a mission sch ,i bet he will too...i hope tt he will enjoy sch too

2004-11-16T02:46:00.000-08:00

had training todae!!! at marichie(is tt how it is spelt) yay! i survived running more than 4.4km ,then we did slope training was darn tiring ,for the first time i think,we were more hard workin than dunman .and there seems to be some kind of hostility btw pl and dunman ,wo can ni,ni can wo and we hardly talk although we have been training tgh since jan excpt for some of them like my 2nd lao po amelia ,yan ting,wan ting cause mabey we hang out tgh at bishan b4 . we were all like taupoks (dried beancurd skins ) sinking into the cafes chair and refusing to move our lazy bums ,and weve nv drank so fast before... i think i gulped down a can of qoo apple juice in less than 2 mins ,so thirsty!!! oh haha i think mr lim was really nice ,he helped us chase away the monkeys and the roaming reptiles ....if he was younger he cld hav ben a zoo-keeper stationed at the reptile enclosure =_ mr lim said a monkey attacked an orange colour ,hugged it and opean the bootle for a drink! how smart of them ,they copy all our actions ,which make me a little starlted cause when mr lim asked whoose bottle was orange in colour,i found myself the only one raising my hands .but i drank from my bottle anyway ,it didnt seem to hav been attacked by the monkeys thou ,mabey its not my bottle after all.

okie this is so freaky,someone tried to break into our house yest at arnd 4.05 in the wee hrs of the morning ,the puzzling thing was the door was swinged wide opean without any signs of force or anything.weird ! and my bro was still sleeping like a pig when the alarm rang ...he ar no sense of emergency .anyway when the alarm sounded ,my father haha took a knife frm his bed side and when down ,i actually tot tt it was a dangerous thing to do ,i wld just hav locked ourselves in the room and call the police ,so training in the army is indeed usful even in the house=) my mum and i urm just cchecked the room for any suspicious characters ,my father called the police anyway ....haha i actually tot tt it was quite exciting was wondering if the police wld do what they do in the movies pour some unknown power and then look for finger and foot prints , i let my imagination go wild ,in the end they didnt ,just took some statements ,petrol arnd the area ,and left!haha but lrarnt quite a few stuff u noe the baton that they carry can be extendedand there is something shining at the tip of it ,not too sure what it is mabey it is just a metal tip or sumthing ?

2004-11-15T01:45:00.000-08:00

all this time ive been telling myself to shed some weight but hav yet to do anything abt that!!!!just stuffed down a delicious mushroom pizza ....weights training ,mr lim says it does not make u gain muscles ,hurmp not too sure abt tt cause i think my arms grew bigger a little .my mum is disgusted that my shin has grown so big due to training .haha ok one more year only how much more muscles can i gain rites?urm unless i join track again in jc .hehe my mum will SCREAM.

read the newspaper todae ,we hav to take 4 sub in jc ,and we must mix humans with sci ,i wld hav to choose chi ,gp,chem ,geog/lit actually i wld like to take phy ,econs and some other sub too but tt wld be equlavent to suffocating myself with too many sub.like the rest in 3b1 i wld like to go to sajc too ,hopefully in the same class also=) tt wld be so fun.seriously as i think back 2b2 o3' o2' was quite competative ,but also quite interesting,talking abt 2b2 i miss having ying and jac arnd although we still hang out together when we are free.3b1 ...its almost stress free ,we've got steff and letitia to entertain us 24/7 some of our teachers are funny too like mr low ooooooooooh and ms kang,shes haha lame .ok larz i guess we work and play at the same time so we are harmoniously balanced .

hehe met yanni frm cheung cheng at changi beach club ,we went for a swim there ,met her at the johore camp ppl frm evo-lites shld know her . the best way to get to really know a person,is to work with them and not just by communicating only ,that probably how we broke the ice at the johore trip althugh we only spent 2 days tgh i feel as if i noe some of them betta than some of the ppl i know urm aquaintences i say .

2004-11-14T05:40:00.000-08:00

feel like i havent blogged in a million years =) anyway i was given this inventory form todae at church,it is something like confessing ur sins and all the stuff u hav commited lets take for an example stealing ,like i still remember when i think i was pri 1or mabey a little older i borrowed some stationary frm my friend(cant remember what it is),the thing is that i forgot to return it to her only realised it when i opeaned up my bag when i returned home i was so frightened she wld scold me so i kept quiet abt it.i mean yes hurmp nv thought a prefect a pl prefect like me wld hav no integrity, disclipline head summore .being dyslexic i do forget the things i do really easily ,however tt does not excuse me frm escaping sin thou somtimes i still do bring my partner stuff home by mistake still,and well dont hav much childish thoughts anymore , and i can bring myself to return the stuff to jiawen without any hesitation.

training at nee ann was betta than i expected ,but im still aching all over ,i simply lack training,easy for me to say but hard to put it in action.actually havent been felling too good for the past month ,i tot i had forgiven but well i havent forgotten it yet ,i realise i dont trust ppl as freely as in the past because the unforgiveness and bitterness haunts me ,this is not good ,everytime things,episode flash in my mind i feel hurt .i thought i cld live with it ,i ignore ,i try not to get too close to them to prevent getting hurt again .however god seemed to keep prompting me to get things repaired .something i simply refused to do .i really thank god for being my saviour ,reminding me of his goodness and for dying on the cross for my sins ,if he cld die for us ,for me .he was blameless but yet suffered on the cross for us ,how noble .when the ppl scorned at him he still prayed for them ,what greather love such as this ,loving ur enemies .i do hav my pride too ,its hard but god is speaking to me ,i do want everything to be right in place i will try but do give me some time ,the road ahead is narrow "i do not know what to do lord ,but my eyes are on u" loving my enemies wld be a challange , seriously prayer really works wonders really feel much betta now ,theres less hurt,my pain hes taken away !he careth for me and u . therfore i urge all non-chistians out there ,i hav a loving god who loves me even thou ive sined and made him upset ,he helps me deal with the problems in my life ,dont be left alone in this world without a saviour !!!! i believe tt all christians can testify to gods great love !dont lose out!

2004-11-07T19:11:00.000-08:00

heyy!!! back frm camp...much to jiawens horror and much to my delight!!,got buslag after the whole johore trip[slept like a fat pig for nearly two days} guess what iwe brought back from camp.......u guessed it,an unforgettable outdoor experience and leech bites! was initially quite terrified of getting bitten by one ,ok i shrieked when i saw one sucking and wouldnt let go of me no matter how i tried to pull it out ,it was a whole outdoor classroom kind of experience ,one tt ill remember v.fondly ok let me tell u some leechy fact (first hand experience=) the leech is actually as thin as a thread,however it actually grows as it sucks ur blood ,it is painless at first untill it grows larger then the suction is greater,if im not wrong it grows to be 5 times its size and will then drop off frm u .and they move by jumping frm their ends ,quite cute!but when ur there they are a horror

ok the next most unforgettable event in the whole camp was actually bed time!!!!!!!! 8 of us shared two double decker bed together.claud,alicia,jas,rach and i decided to sleep together on the lower deck ,gosh what a terrible mistake ! just when we tot we were all cosy and comfortable with the space we have and all...tts when the nighmare all began!rach turned out to be a *ahahahahah VIOLENT SLEEPER poor us got kicked by her powerful legs,if we rolled down th ebed it wldnt be so bad !!!free frm her kicking however we were so squashed because she rolled down frm the sides and STOLE our sleeping spaces,so we were stucked all through the night ,the next day fatifue started to set in!!!!hurrs learnt my lesson and cuddled up with wanzhen tanchun and waiyin the next night .well but after all that kicking ,ur still my great friend rach=)

okie so this camp was really diff because we were not protected ,if this camp was to be held in sin gapore ,it wld probably be banned, we had to climb up and down steep slopes of abt 4-5 m high in a leech infested area,i sliped quite a few times myself but luckily my grp was great we formed a human chain to catch the ppl frm sliding down ,and the facilitators wld just observe us and wld not render help to us ,tts good actually i guess we all learnt alot abt ourselfs a little betta ,climbing the waterfall was far most the scariest ,some of the rocks were dislodged frm the ground or slippery because of the coat of algae shld u step on them ,it wld be a nightmare being stucked in a jungle infested with leeches everytime u stop more will crawl on u,so the trick to rid off those mean things is to not stop walking .we had night walk too in a jungle ,was really dark ,we had to follow the string to our destination ,im glad i cld still see a little in the dark cuase my partner cldnt without her spects kept tripping over the roots of the trees protruding frm the ground and the twines that trap her feet a few times .but it was really nice ,for the first time we were so close to nature ,cld hear the nocturnal animals.NICE!!!

i like sherwood and no man's land we had to walk across a log across a river abt 4m long?ok not too sure but abt that length , it was tricky fell in the river 3 times !but the water was nice and refreashing ! we also had to climb up a cemented wall,like the one u see at army camps screened on movies .ruggedness is someting tt u wld learn frm the camp,we all got blisters and lots of cuts frm all the trecking and walking through bushes,however because we were together ,our support for one another eased the pain almost totally,haha i really like it !!enjoyed it=) we also got to nettwork with ppl frm other schs .my grp alone had 18 participants all great ppl frm 5 diff schs .

2004-11-01T01:58:00.000-08:00

i wld be skipping track this whole week ,going to the newater treatment centre tml!!!!yeah with 3b2 and 3a1 and 3c1 yeah!!! jas and i wld hav the company of claud ,tan chun,melissa,cheryl,yunqian,celene..wha so many ppl pris tiff,kat .vivian,jac,ying...many many more.then frm wed to fri well be in johore!!! camp going to be reallly fun,nv camped outside of singapore before ,this sense of adventure fills me ,heard that there wld be waterfalls ,hills and lakes urm...snakes...wild bore and yikes LEECHES too=)we wld be mixing arnd with ppl frm other schs too,so this camp is really dfferent.i hope to gain lotsa experience and skills there .

haha jas was talking abt bringing suntan lotion there!lol is there much sunlight in the jungle???=)well mabey,but i dont think so,but at the same time i hope so,nv seen jas tan as in a brownish tan before ,she only turns red in the sun.had maths lesson today at ava laopos spects are weird,the plastic lens just poped out while we were in the midst of lesson,and yes as we can all guess,she was as blind as a bat and worst still we were made to draw graphs,histograms and stuff,the paper was like a few cm frm her nose.really funny!hung out with the exco and val,at macs!we fed ourselves with artery clogging food!we ate bk like not too long ago.nvm lets grow fat together!

u noe i really want to get my ears pierced!however im already much freaked out by injections what more abt piercing my ears?kat pierced hers todae!ouch shes really brave.i still cant seem to upload the pics i took with some of u in the sch,when i fix that prob ill put it up soon hopefully!

2004-10-30T08:14:00.000-07:00

yeah sch is over!!!! but hurmp the homework is something ill not look forward to,but well*switch to guai mode*its good for me=) haiz dropped 3 positions quite bad .anyway we celebrated joannas b'dae yest at soul garden at tampines mall .i think it was the first time the prefects of 2b2(o3) ever laugh so hard at a public place ,we played opean no. and the person who gets the no.has to eat the plate of cooked food,sam must be really sorry for trying to sabo others ,she ended up being saboed the most,5 times.the fact that we had to wait outside the toilet for a long time was understandable haha.actually the next dayy most of us complained of stomach aches and diaroeah too,must be because we nv cook the food properly!

we got this hippo tissue dispenser frm precious tots for jojo ,really cute and fat can be used as a pillow at night also,or piggybank,or a toy....see so useful rite?=)congratulations to tiff,blessed with high intelligence,she got first again in her class but yet so humble,we are full of admiration for her*salute* yes the pb room is so going to be nice! i hope that all pb prefects are looking forward to it,then we can decorate it as a board together.i laughed real hard when rach told me abt jas,ppl dun believe what any of the ACS(br) ppl say abt our vice keez,they got their facts wrong,anyhow match ppl up,haha i wonder how their vice is going to react when they see ours,going to be really funny.but well jas is wiser than tt ,she shld be abt to handle and clear the air.*ahem* lol

really wanted to go for church with val todae at plmc but too bad there wasnt any service on todae .the pri 6 opean house was great ,we got lots of compliments frm teachers and parents!to GOD BE THE GLORY!!! god is watching over us and well i really did think the sec 1s are growing up ,and taking more intiative ,was elated to see them working with the seniors .a few months ago we thought we were nv going up again this time they hav given us a new and burning hope ,PB ROXs

2004-10-28T05:35:00.000-07:00

im so high-ee-ah---ai...lol had training todae,actually it felt good running long run for the first time,hurmp mabey because we were running in the sch compound for the very last time ,tml is the last time we wld see our sch,it will all be locked as memories in the back of our eyes ,all wld be much of histroy,we the pl-LITES will be history makers,and the generations to come=)
gosh i mean i really love the prefects room and to our utter dismay ,the pb room block would be torned down ,i wld always remember the sofa,the huge pillows ,the times we had crapy meetings together=)but the spirit of pl will always live!!!!!!!!took alot of pic todae with my peers ,i like the starfish one(the one with shirley) and the one with jas and as usual she drew her cartoon little poo(crazy rite)!!!

hehe we(me and val) grilled jas about ****** *** lol ,actually we just want to ka jiao her only =) anyway good news to all involved in synapse(we are the host of synapse!!!!!!!and it wld be held in our sch)ecpt both sides are still looking into the matter of the ideal grp size and range of participants but well tts nort really much of a problem...........................................lao shi was on tv(singapore idol)(mrs tay bee kee) the lady who got interviewed to give her comment on olinda cho,her neighbour,hehe she kept me glued to my seat,lao shi is nice larz

sobs ive to let go of my db prefects on fri ,if any of u all are reading this !heyys u all hav been a blessing to me ,and im sure ull miss ur pumpings too(*grinz* =)) well do learn in the other ministry and i pray that god will groom each of u to be great leaders after his heart!!!!!!!!!!!all the best dbrians (ONCE A DBRIAN ALWAYS A DBRIAN)...wo1 hui4 yong3 yuan3 zhi1 chi2 ni3men2 de4

2004-10-25T05:30:00.000-07:00

whoohoo!!!! i learnt a new skill todae, i was the linesman for the badminton competition=)jasmine and a new friend eliza helped me sharpen the skill ,learnt the rules for the game the words"service ends""in" and "out is still ringing in my head .learnt the arm action ,quite easy really .claud also learnt it ,next time we can help out again when they lack manpower.jas was the empire she was really steady ,it looked alort like fun=)

ok hurmp i really detest the neoprint machines ...all japaneese words ,ying, jac and i didntknow how to work the machine. in the end we took all the photos but didnt get a chance to decorate them (pressed the wrong button) and well the machine started to print the photos to our dismay!!!!!!anyway it was nice hanging out with them for the first time,i always make plans with them but always end up not going because of sudden meetings and track stuff=)we ate at bk , played with our food chatted abt stuff since we swooped classes in sec 2 .met sherry and dear emeline there who so kindly informed me abt training tml,looking forward to it,beats doing nothing at home(ok home is nice too=)) ok so we are going to submit the synapse proposal this thurs,i do hope that everything wld go well .

yeepie my laopo is finally feeling betta ,she was so sick todae ,this girl was having fever and covered herself in the thick sickbay blanket !gosh haha anyway we tried to snatch the blanket away frm her and frooze her with the ice bag,quite humerous actually!to god be the glory that shes ok,ohhh yes and i pray that pearly(piglet) and claud will get betta too=)

2004-10-21T01:28:00.001-07:00

haha just came back frm camp!!!!*megacamp was fun got to know a lot more people and i like the rafting ...see larz we made a raft(i like the tying part) but never got to sit and SAIL on it anyway it was still fun picked up alot more pratical skills .the gret get out was fun !!!! we were like complete dodos in loyang pasir ris area ...the 359 bus was so confusing 359 d and 359t we got totally lost in the rain !!!!! the twinkle twinkle little stars back wards was fun !!!!!!!! really weird caus it didnt make sense .then we did high elements did the trapize almost caught the bar one finger touched it ..all in all only jas and sin ae managed to reach for the bar ...way scary!!!!we had to stand without suppot up in the air standing on a tree trunk with the wind trying to blow u with it and the trunk was pathetically small...haha and i got to know sheryl sim better !(if u get what i mean*snorts*=) )had telephaty or something !!! we actually wrote to each other at the same time!!!!!!!ooooh and rachel lim su ern declared her love for me by writting me a love letter and folding it into a heart ! great =) haha the crazy crocroach ....ill send her a bottle of BYGONE when her b'dae comes .

ms gan was really cute we had to lip read cause she had a sorethroat ...quite fun trying to figure out what she was trying to tell us .all in all the camp was great ! now looking forward to the camp at the holding sch and the malaysia adventure camp!!!!!! the well hav synapse and haig girls camp...ohhh and the pri 4 camp were helping out .ok im still trying to find some songs for the sec 3 dance for synapse ...mass dance urm when we meet up with the sch we are co-hosting with .

lastly my results ,quite ok as usual failed add maths like only abt 35ppl?passed add maths in the level got 14/80 gosh !!!!!!! they moderated it so i had 18 in the end ...well u know it really makes no difference really, still f9.must jiayousss for my "os" anyway i thank god for his grace and for the rest of my results cld hav done worser

2004-10-21T01:28:00.000-07:00

well ,hurmp through this really rainy and dull season of my life ,i really saw god going through this painful ordeal that has torn my soul ,when all things arnd me seemed to fall apart god was there,i knew he sent all the nice ppl to my life .the songs frm the musical was really a blessing in disguise,it spoke to my being.things that ive been bottling up inside me ,can be realeased even thou i dont breathe a single word to anybody.to those out there who are feeling down ,take comfort in his word that the wld always be with u "do not be discouraged ,for the lord ur god is with u wherever u go"or remember the words frm the fathers hand
"in ur dispair ,and deepest sorrow,
when u are standing in the midst of pain sharp arrow
,u carry on to face the journeys darkest fight it is love that will see u through the night,
he knows ur pain ,he'll nv let u go,
he gently holds ur precious soul,
he lifts u high and in his love ull stand becos ur holding the fathers hand"

ive seriously nv been so pissed in my life in sec sch ,esp with somebody who has been using me time and again,and she still seems so oblivious and now backstabbing me in my absence frm the grp .seriously i really dont want to forgive her,ive nv said so many bad and unhealty things abt others b4 like w*** t** h** or shes such an i***t of couse not infront of her,im more tactful than that.well through prayer ive found comfort and i went to kai's blog and found this really meaningfulHatred is just a piece of burning charcoal. u feel like throwing it at someone, but in the end u'll only hurt urself. so why not just drop tt piece of charcoal and no one gets hurt. yep this is true rite..i guess it applies to dislike too...makes alot alot of sense..yup decided not to hate anione nemore..juz take things in my stride bah..it feels nice to be optimistic again..i guess everythin's in the mind..if u dislike sumone..n u tink "its ok actuali. disliking him or her will not make me any happier. it'll just fill me wif anger n hatred. so y not learn to accept it..be happy once again without all these.." yeah..its true reali..its reali does make me happier..so yeah..anyway i decided to cut off all ties with her will not be joining that grp anymore to avoid anny dislike to fill in me when i see her and to take it as a chance to really cool down ,i guess thats the best way to avoid any other possible conflicts =Dthanx alicia,rachie tan chun,huizhen,cheryl and abbey for always cheering me up =) well mabey i was wrong too mabey i flared up too easily and shld hav been more giving ,haiz mixed feelings .

im looking for a rainbow,
somewhere in the sky.
wishing for a shooting star
just for u and i
i dream of preety flowers
a garden of my own
a place that i could find my dreams
a place to call my own

im waiting for a miricle
a reason to believe
searching for an answer
a destiny for me
i pray for rain and sunshine and laughter all the time
that god would come and colour, this empty world of mine

2004-10-20T07:42:00.000-07:00

today was quite fun actually,mabey someother people wld regard it as a bad hair day ...hurmp acyually wee zongs words do make sense any event that u are thrown into can be exciting and interesting if we approach the situation the right way.tt was just some food for thought ,anyway yes im so glad the very kind and sweet vanessa chua actually realised that i forgot to wear my tie ,see larz all those ppl who walked past me didnt tell me so .anyway im glad i was not late for sch although i had to wait opp sch to wait for my mum to get my tie frm home .gosh i seriously wonder how i cld have forgoten to wear the tie!!!!!tts preety bad ,i must be more responsible for my stuff in the future .ok yes as the disclipline head ,since i was late for basic duty, i trippled the punishment what the db prefects do when they are late ,so well we all did pumping together,actually it was quite fun,to do it with my prefects.and i just realise the importance of being a role model.well life is all abt learning rite? well seriously sometimes i see how my db prefect work and well come out with new ideas to change the system to be bettar.

oh no ..terrible ...steff said that there are ppl who retain in our class ,3 ppl passed add maths in b2 gosh how abt us,actually i think the number of passes shld be higher becos mr low is quite a good maths teacher ,so yes we are considered fortunate .oh and 1/4 of the class failed geog...huhuhuhuhi hope that ill do ok .some of us visited the holding sch yesterday,well to all the pl lites out there...treasure what we have now,the holding sch is preety run down but really big travelling frm one block to another takes 5 mins or slightly lesser but the corridoors are preety narrow 2 person can walk along the corridor at one time ,but we have 6 basket ball court and 2 volleyball court ,the nicest room there wld be the ava theaterette ,its ok but mabey a little hot and stuffy because of the low celling but that can be fixed ,im looking forward to help out in designing the pb room with the others .the hall is quite small therefore mabey we wld have two assembly areas .

aiyoh i tell u keez we found a dead rat in the drain yesterday...see moral of the story is dont eat in class unless u want to share ur classrooms with the rodents =)